Back to Old Us

Looks like we are back to the old us ain't we ?

Just Hi's and Bye's . Well , its been decided i guess , God Bless , and Good luck . I wanna say i Love you like my own sister , but its pointless now .

MERRY CHRISTMAS :D To ALL EARTHLINGS :)

Time to sings Christmas Hymns ! :D , JOY TO THE WORLD !!! I love this song , since i was a small boy . My mom told me i use to hum this song when i was in the car during chinese new year . xD haha :) . There IS alot of things going on in Church lately !!

One Goal i wanna achieve is get the SSMC youth to be closer as one :) . Anyone interested in helping me ? :) Go SSMC YOUTH !! :) To God all praises shall be given . There is so much talent in our youth , we just need to unlock all of them , i challenge you guys to make the effort to unlock them :) , We need them ! i need them , THe CHURCH NEEDS THEM AND GOD NEEDS THEM !! :) . LET NEXT year be a new year of all of us , for SSMC youth , !! revival :D !! yes a revival , Things will be different , definitely :)

Anyway see you Peeps IN church :D , Merry Christmas

Rock N Roll !!

Awesome week ! Even thought my week was packed like HikkaBoomBoom ! I still managed to find fun in it :D . I just realize doing somethings is actually alot of fun ! . One , is learning new songs on my instruments , playing in a band !! Getting blisters over and over again :D on my finger . Its a nice feeling come to think of it . Meeting new friends !! :) Yes friends , what Joy they bring me :) .

I've returned from Taman C's Prom ! , Jules from Fly-FM was their Host !! :D awesome crap !! . And An honest Mistake was their special guest ( band ) , and a guy who's name i can't remember , but he can do the kazizle sazzile with his mouth , BeatBOX :D .

I played bass for GingerForJustice!! :D

Introducing

- Nikki on the Vocals !

- Leon on the Piano ( or air guitar :P )

- Sam on the Electric !!

- Ernest on the Drums .

- Me on the Bass !! .

What Fun we had !! :) Hoping for more !! Lets GO !!!

Haih , people do give other people cock-stares deserves a punch . ( seriously ) .

Whats their problem :P .

An Honest Mistake , Awesome !! :) , their music is actually very nice . The Bassist Kevin is awesome , the Violinist DANNY! is AMAZING !! And Darren the lead singer :) ACEs man !! ACEs

I'm really satisfied.

i can finally say that i am satisfied with i have . something new in my life . Or someone ;) .

Old ones just becomes memories . Never to be reminded of .

Prom is coming very soon . 22th !! and so is Christmas !! .
I still haven't went christmas shopping , this is bad !! BAD !! .

I need to go soon , Scott , you better not ditch me the next time ! or else ..

Someone once told me , to have something is better then have nothing . Well it struck me . :D so i'm satisfied . Well in this instance , to have someone is better to have nothing :P . TeeHee

>.<

Christmas !! I can't wait to go caroling and can't wait to get and give pressies :D. Meow !

I'm really satisfied.

I'm a happpy Boy

I just found out something yesterday . And i am a happy boy ! :)

Happey happey boy ! . HAPPEY ! .

I'm glad you feel the same way too :) .

A new change ? Yes / No ?

Hmm , youth camp is over. I see somethings more clearly now . I realize that i have wasted my life on things and even people who can never bring me anywhere . I realize the things i've been doing was just stupid , immature and childish of me . I realize that i have neglected the things that was actually important to me .

I wanna bring an end to this .

If it means losing friends or things , so be it .

Cause what life would it be , if i were to just sit about , stone , and not care about my life .

I should be out there , doing things that will actually bring me closer to my Goals .

I should be out there , doing things that are right in the sight of the Lord .

I'm ashamed of my pass . I'm ashamed of what i did .

New friends , i've meet .

Friends i have grown closer to .

Friends who i found to be alot of comfort .

Found my DG important to me .

And found the Ambition to serve God .

Jireh's randomness

Jireh Yeong: egbertomon use butt slam...

Jireh Yeong: it's super effective

Jireh Yeong: kamhonmon fainted

Jireh Yeong: go susumon

Jireh Yeong: susumon use stickybody

Jireh Yeong: Critical hit!

Jireh Yeong: egbertomon use myfaceishot

Jireh Yeong: It's super effective

Jireh Yeong: susumon got burned

Jireh Yeong: susumon use grabnippletilyoulactate

Jireh Yeong: egbertomon flinched and paralyzed

Jireh Yeong: It's super effective

Jireh Yeong: egbertomon fainted

Jireh Yeong: Jireh won 10000000$

What a Week ....

I've been so Jammed Packed this week .

Monday i had to go for a meeting .

Tuesday had tuition fever !

Wednesday went to church for worship practice

Thursday went to church for worship practice again !

Friday Went to Low yat to but Headphones and hard-drive , Went with KamHon .

Hmm it was a fun week .

Someone texted me saying that her friends is saying something about me . Hmm . It is just to ridiculous to post online . :P Now a-days , i kinda hate lovey dovey songs ... I want songs which are rockish !! and etc . I don't know why .. I use to love RnB , jazz , blues , funk , pop. but now i find it irritating , or just heartbreaking .

My right index finger and middle finger has blisters on them ... From all the bass . It ain't easy being a bassist ! and it ain't easy being a drummer too ! I just feel like performing like MAD !! In Malls , in Church , OutDoors , any where that has things breathing and talking .

I wanna play football , i haven't played in awhile . I would say i am out of form . really off ! . Badminton today was the only exercise i had for the pass 1 and a half weeks . I feel so restless . where is everyone when you need them !! SCOTT GET YOUR ASS BACK IN KL NOW !!!

Gawd!!!!

Hmm blitzone just opened near centerpoint . It is getting busier every moment ! Sooner or later its gonna be packed and you would have to pre -book the seats .

I'm a very curious boy , and i like adventure . But it normally leads to me getting into SHIT !!

Can't wait for Youth Camp !! although i will be busy trying to organize everything , with God's Help i will be able to manage it ! . Hmm Grace why !! why !!!!

In my Headzzz .....

Why do i keep comparing .... I gotta stop or else i am screwed .

I wanna say i love you , but in a different way :) . I wanna hug you and hold you tight .

But why aren't coming back D: Your so far away . I haven't seen you in such a long time .

COME BACK TO MALAYSIA FOR HEAVEN SAKES >.<

And yes you do look cute when you give that Puffy Face :P
If only i took a picture of that . oh well :P next time then .

I've been so busy lately , i swear my backbone can literally break ! D: . This is bad , i ain't getting enough sleep , i'm been thinking really hard if i want it , and if i don't want it , have i gotten myself in deep shit . Well I can only say "boom watcha say" .

Signing off Guys And Gals , Nighty night .

Menu's are Misleading !

Today i went to Rib's to eat . A burger caught my eye " triple pork patties burger ".

So i wanted to try it . When it came , i thought it was a prank or somthing . So i waited for the lady to bring me my buns . When i realized something was not right , i called her and asked .

Me : where are my buns .

Lady : excuse me ???

Me : my burger buns .

Lady : ohh ! that one no bun one ! only got the pork . No bun .

Me : wat the fuck !!! ( quietly in my head ) .

The lady is a myanmar-ist i think .

I must have done something right !

Everyday i wake up and the first thing that comes to my mind is .

"ARH GAWD !! ANOTHER DAY OF HOLIDAY "

Or

"YAY ITS ANOTHER DAY OF HOLIDAY !!!"

Hmm i confuse myself sometimes .

Hmm you seem so cute when you show that puppy Dog face !! xD

Haha :P

VBS has been awesome , I never had to much Fun with Kids before !

They're so adorable , although some are a pain in the gut!

But majority of them are so cute and adorable !

There is this Small boy name Aaron Wong , he is just the most adorable boy you could ever see !! He is always so clingy to me . He never leaves me =,= . Like never !! , then there is a Nicholas Lim , Aaron's cousin , who has a big big mouth , but he is really kinda and polite .

Then Ryan Wong ! although you are hard to control but your still adorable :P .

Sharon Tiong , can be really hard to control ! She seem to very accustomed with ALL t

he boys in the camp . Hmm Sound Familiar Steph ?

The group went to julian's house for Monopoly fiesta !! xD . A group played monopoly deal and the other played Monopoly . Hmm I had no idea why , but it felt like i had a shot of adrenalin . I was Laughing like a hyena . hahaha . I literally laughed at everything single thing .

Was indeed a really crazy day . Memories came back . But i feel happy xD .

Hmm why didn't we talk like this earlier ....

Being Original .

I love taking Songs and Remixing them :D , its such a good way to use up your time .

I find so much joy in it . weeeee....

Ka baam :D

So cuteee :D !!!

Penguins are Cool !

"Scott Tea" Say's Mcdonalds .

I like Mcdonalds , but it is so unhealthy . Gawd .... Muay thai Classes are getting harder and harder . The Routine Jap , Punch , Left Stroke , Right Stroke , Left upper cut , Right Upper Cut and swing swing :D . Hmm Wonder if i can do that routine with any song .

Talking to the Mooonn !!! Trying to get to youu!!! . Love Bruno Mars !!

I've nothing to say on my blog anymore . The fun in my life is dying off , but i like it this way . Lets problems and stress !

I like taking my guitar and learn songs :D Hmm although i never exactly learn them but so what :D . Weeee !!

TAKING TO THE MOOON !!! XD OH !!! GUESS WHAT = the moon has been really bright these days :S . not sure why . but yeah . hahaha .

Staring at the Chat Box :P

Bring Me home !!

I feel great , better then ever .
I see everything so Clearly now . All the lies , all the mistakes i've made .

I've proud to say i have put everything aside and started to move on .

bye bye to the pass and hello to the Future

Tho you seem scared future , I'm prepared for anything .

You make me smile like a Hongkey Pongkey Bafoon :D

Open minded brain :X

To be or not to be , to be or not to be , to be or not to be , hmm that is the questions .

Answer : NOT TO BE.

Its feels awkward now . And grudging is just something that will fuck people up . why hold the grudge , just say it ya know ? . Hmm i realize i am very questionated , hey but thats me So don't bother trying to change me cause i wont change . Someone once told me , Don't change yourself to fit me or you wont be yourself . So maybe it is true , i don't have to .

Our days and nights are filled with : GAWD!!!!

Ahaha everyone is saying it now . NO idea why. We went to a Muslim Mosque and Museum today . And man was it enducational . Nottt . Hmm Hannah thanks a billion yeah ! Appreciate it .

GAWD ZANE !!xD

Mistaken or Not ?

I'm been thinking lately of what i have done . I would say i ain't proud of it . I know i was suppose to forget about everything , but hey ... Who can ... I'm sure you can't yourself . You just choose to fight it internally until you get used to it . I tried everything that seem logical to do ( which is okay with you ) . Hmm to see now that we are totally ignoring each other , hmm didn't you say that we won't go to that point . Looks like it has . It's too late or maybe not . I still keep all the messages and photos as memories . Memories of the best phase of my life that seem "ALL THAT" to me .

Well nothing is perfect ain't it , even the strongest building in the world can tumble down like a shattering glass . And i come to figure i am a package of sorrow for anyone .

Hey but i just wanna let you know that i am fine . I'm doing great and everything is working out for me . Hopefully its the same for you . But you know what would make it better ? If we just started talking again .

Awards night is tmrw , I'm not sure if i should feel nervous or not . :S anyway heading off to bed .

Muay thai !!! :D

Nachos and Lays :D

Hmm , i seem to have cravings for chips lately . Really really strong cravings . I'm so afraid i might turn fat again . Gawd !! i so do not want that to happen :D . Everyone is talking about family guy , Himym and etc . I don't have the effing time to watch them D: . If only i had the time .FAMILY GUY :D.

I heard today , the school had a trip to a UNI :D .

Damn i wish i had a Dog like that :D !! .

My Favorite catch phrase "Nachos!!!"

What other way can i say this .

Warranty Card :D!!

Whenever i look at you , i can't stop thinking about everything .

brushing your hair with my fingers , staring into those lovely eyes , smelling that unique scent of yours , breathing the same air as you , holding your hand , and the taste of your lips .

Hmm . anyway :D ! I can say i'm satisfied at being 16 .

@16 -

Meeting new friends , who have been a blessing to me .

Getting close to someone who has put up with a heck load of shit from me .

See my brother leave for the states .

Helped out my friends who were in need .

In charged of so many things in my life .

Accomplish my goals !

Lost my first kiss !!

Got to know someone beyond what i could possible imagine .

But the worst part of being 16 is that I hurt someone really really badly . I'm just hoping that person forgives me . Well , whats the pass is the pass right ? So what the heck .

Thanks guys for going through so much just to plan everything for my Bday , Honestly that whole "vocal warm-ups" thing , really good ! xD

All these bitterness , hmm .

They can really destroy a friendship . we both seem to misinterpreting each other . Thats causing us to be fucked up . I'm sorry if i misinterpreted you :) .

Hmm "text me" is awesome :D , free texting , weee .

Oh guess what my father got an Iphone 4 without any plan .

Me: Dad , i will show you how to use it

Dad: Starts laughing .

Me: this is how you call people and text people

Dad: Laughs again .

Me: Look you have a voice control
Dad:*stares at me* , and starts laughing .

Holy crap , i can never teach him something new . Arh :P .

lalalalala >!< . Gonna help Prem produce a 3-4 minute song !! GOD AND GOD ALONE !!! WITH VICKY!! :)

Disgracing ... but i shall stand strong !

http://www.malaysiakini.com/opinions/41813

Copy this and read the article .

After reading it , i can't stop thinking about all the corruption in this country . They say one malaysia , but holy craps man . That Guy was abused by the policeman , the judge (so happen to be the one who knows the laws best) . He was robbed , stripped naked , abused , and treated horribly .

Reading through it , i felt so much anger against those policeman who did those things . I will never be able to feel the anger he felt , who can ? The policeman offered him and his friends a cigarette and ended up taking Rm10 from their wallets . Wth ! they threatened the family members by asking them "where is my money" . Holy bullocks !

Anyway , can't wait for tmrw night . SA night :) .

Mich !! lets train sheryl *ding * . haha

OldTown white Coffee :D

I'm am now at Oldtown White Coffee in Bu8 .
Yes it is that big big building next to Centerpoint . I have no idea what the hell the building for . Honestly , its kind of a white elephant . I am now awaiting the arrival of Julian Gan . Michelle and Scott have ditched me D: I am now stuck with Them !!! .

This week !! i lost the pain on my waist , and i gained it back . Not from football , but from badminton .

Maybe what she says about me is true , I am stubborn . :S .

Dreams are suppose to be chased aren't they ? IF NOT , then what the heck are dreams for ?

I'm playing for Joy Lam :D , And grace , if you are reading this ! I promise i will help her , not stress her out :P *ding *

Hocka Pocka , I miss you , Puppet .

I really really wonder !

Sometimes i really wonder whether the things you say are for me or not . Anyway

I seem realize that everything i've been doing , all have been recorded down in a little tiny book . And the person writing it is , yeah , GOD . hmm ... i really want to take a look at that book at see if i am really living my life i way i should . Its funny how we take things for granted and only when it hit us we then realize we were in wrong . What very complex and ignorant species we are . I'm sad to say that i am one of those "species" . I see everything as it is , but i don't seem to take a closer look at what pain and sorrow they can bring. I tend to see the side that pleases to me the most , but the part that i don't really enjoy , well lets say i just deal with it in my heart . And when that bubble finally pops , everything turns ugly . I've learned my lesson , i guess . I've made mistakes , i know . I'm sorry , but that doesn't mean i cant change . It may take awhile , that doesn't mean you have to throw me off the cliff so that you can be happy .

And btw !! i've collected all the comments that people have given me

Mom tells me " i get too emotionally attached to stuff"

Brother tells me " i'm too ignorant to see my mistakes "

Someone really close to me tells me that " i'm confusing "

My aunties and uncle tells me " why can't you be more like your brother "

A friend tells me that " i am too serious in life "

A friend tells me that " i need to chill more "

A friend tells me that " i need to stop looking back at the pass and look to the future "

And someone really close to me says " i need to forget and let go of things "

I wanna thank , B1tch and Penguinman for being there me ! .Cheers .

Being a Guy is definitely hard !!

Being a Guy can be so Challenging sometimes . In most cases , the guys are always to be blame . For an example , if a parent catches a group consisting of guys and girls drinking , the Guys would most likely be the prime influencer .

And there is also a part of looking Good! . Gosh if A guy doesn't look good , which girl would want him ? ahaha :P . A guy has to maintain his body structure !! Meaning , getting muscles , being fit , having a nice body shape and be intellectual . And once you get muscles you have to consistently work on them or you will lose them . Rawrr .

Now for an instance , look at Zac Efron . For alot of american boys , he is the teen icon . Hmm

He is charming , Handsome , Cute , adorable , macho .

This would be the few answers some girls might give .

Now lets take this young man as an example .

Girls might say , he looks fine ... (THE END)

Hmm sorry scott xD ..

But honestly !!! Scott would out beat Zac Efron anyday . Who need to look like Zac Efron right ?

hahaha honestly I am kinda writing this for the fun of it :D . yes scott you look cute :P

Like a G6 -_-.

Hmm i guess G6 means drunk ??

Oh well ...

I got the sore throats . Whole day is really screwed up by it . Gosh !!

I continuously get hiccups , non-stop !! My tummy hurts from all the hiccups . Fck!!!

Gosh while typing this . I'm listening to Far East Movement - Like A G6.

Bryan Adams - Heaven . Listening to the song makes me cry . I keep on thinking about you . I hope your having a good time in Vietnam . Damn i miss you .

I miss Having someone who i can always go to for help , someone whom i know will stand next to me and cheer me up . Someone who make sure that i am smiling before she leaves . I just wanna thank you for everything that you have helped me through . To tell you the truth , i felt safe around you . Even talking to you made me secure . Maybe thats was my problem , or not . :S gosh ...

Fireflies and bubble Bees

Bang , I killed you with a gun .

Boom , you got killed by a missile .

Slash , you got killed by a knife .

Guess what !!!

Michelle and I and Killing everyone on SA .

Scott you need to get your SA working nawwww !!!! . D:

As Mint Zombies Take over the world!!!

John Soo !!! you drain me from my mints xD !!

I swear ! you ate more mints then me . (even when i bought them)

School Has been so chaotic lately , Getting so much shit from Two teachers !! --> Jenna & Rachel

Teacher Alan seems very stressed these days , Vic calls him "Testy".

Arhm >,< . yesterday this group of Females :D came from America to Share with us .

Well Zane !! why not you tell your story aie :P .

And Michelle :) WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Spining like a globe .

Things just seem out of place . Well what can i say , things never stay the same forever . Especially people . Like me , i've changed and it cost me big time !

Maybe is it true that people were not suppose to chase fantasis . But i know for sure your not one . Its funny how some people change not because of someone else , but because of yourself . For an instance , take me as an example . I was with this Amazing girl , I have been Chasing after for over 3 years now ? Well once i finally got something going on between us i mess up . How ?

I will tell you how , I WASN'T being ME !! . That was the mistake . I tried being someone else so that , that girl would find me more pleasing and interesting . But i ended up screwing both of us up . Well , that would make me a Package of sorrow for any girl wont it . :P

Ahaha , i've KNOW it already. AND i will nvr repeat the same mistake .

Birthday is coming Soon !! I'm counting the days as they pass . :D , Can't wait . Presents , Surprises . But it won't be complete with you .

Seriously Sorry .

Whatever you wanna say just say it to face my alright ?

Would i ever say anything about you like that online ?

I'm sorry ! i said it .If there is anyway i can prove it to you .

Words can only do that much . If you need time i will give you all you want . I wont text you anymore , i wont call you anymore . Until we're ready . If i cross my boundaries i apologize .

You can ignore me all you like . I deserve it .

I said things and reacted to things which has made you stare at me with those eyes of anger .

You might hate me as you read this now . but i just hope when you do read this , you will just forgive me . I've lost your trust and maybe thats the worst i can lose . Losing your trust = losing you .

I still wanna make this right .

So i will do my part cause .

Everyone else as my witness !!

Getting Close to you was already so hard . I know i have fucked things up . I am sorry ! I know i kept on bringing it up over and over again . You have all right to be angry at me . You have all right to ask me fuck off . You have all right to ignore me . But do you really want me out of your life forever ? Didn't everything we went through mean anything to you ? I believe with every single living Cell in me that I do still mean something to you . Cause you still do , to you me .

Hey i ain't perfect . I wanted to make things right but i ended up making this worst in the process .

I have to say all these here since you won't reply me at all or even answer my calls . So i hope you still read my blog .

I will do my part in getting things back to normal ! Everyone mark my words . And everyone as a witness to this blog post .

Egbert, with all the sorry-ness i can express .

Just don't bitch about me please ? You can ask me to fuck off , just don't bitch about me .

I know you still care for me and you wont bitch about me . I just hope i am right .

I know this is my world behind bars . Don't make us a war please .

I hate fighting with you . I hate ignoring you . I hate us like this .

Trust me onces more . Please !!

thats all i can ask .

Every inch of Energy is being drained from me ..

I feel soo tired these days . I have cramps on my tummy and my back . I have been pushing myself to the limits . gosh i need rest ..

Choir

Drama

Chapel

Prefect

Music

Studies

Family

HOLY SHIT ..

Lack Of heineken ..

Seriously !! Me and Mom spent an hour++ searching for Heineken Beer .

Screw you White people !! You're draining me from Heineken D: ..

Rawrrr .

Meow !! heineken D: awesome beer .

too much to say with a title ..

I'm afraid . I am filled with regrets . I was stupid . Idiotic . Senseless . Thoughtless . Selfish . Insensitive . Impatient .

But the best part was that she still Believed in me .

Why didn't i see it earlier ?

Was i That stupid ?

Was i that blur . Was i was i..

MoonCake Festival ..

This is the First time Celebrating Mooncake Festival outside my BU Community .

We went as far as Taman Aman - which is just next to Taman Paramount.

MOoOOOOoooOOOnNNKAEEEE !!! IS AWEEEEEEESSSSOOOME :D

We walked there from Michelle's house . We stopped half way to grab dinner At A mama

k !! The table was filled with Nasi Lemak and Indo-Mee . Ooo !! and the best part was that, they sold otak otak !! a basket for Rm 3 . Gosh it was yummy . I at a whole basket , one basket had Five pieces . After digesting our lovely , yet unhealthy dinner we took off . Heading to the Park , We stopped half way at KFC because some of them wanted to use the toilet . Sadly KFC didn't have a toilet because it was under renovation .

At the Park we found a skateboard track/ring , whatever it is called . Everyone was running up trying to get to the top . Michelle and especially Sheryl had difficulty jumping up . We found a little baby frog jumping around , everyone went hectic trying to catch it xD. Went to a gazebo by the big big pond , we lighted the whole place with candles , but it all died off because the candles were too small. Some of us started burning paper , plastic , even the pretty lanterns . Bob was acting all "caveman-ish" . After the Poor Display of fire , some went walking around with pretty lanterns to meet other people , half stayed behind to stone . Bob was one who stayed back , he didn't just stone with us man , he went all caveman-ish and started burning a stick . Started burning down candles making them into wax and started making weird noises .

Sheryl managed to climb up the skateboard ring* but while coming down she slipped and landed on her back , I was suppose to catch her . haha but i didn't . Shit !! D: SORRY SHERYL !!!!

Time is Ticking .

Responsibilities , Work , Priorities , Obligations , Studies , Friend , Family , Music , My Dogs , Sports . Rawrr so many thingsss ...

I realize i am getting older by the second , but i still wanna be that small boy that had a carefree life .. Looks like it ain't gonna happen . Sooner or later i will be able to drive , graduate , go to college , then Uni , then get a job , find a wife , Settle in , have a family and turn old .

I just hope i will be able Hold on to the Friends i have . You know who you are . So try to help me .

I also realize , in my whole life , i am been following people's footsteps . Maybe it is about time i stepped out .. And start making my own .. Independence seem scary . D:

Flatters :D

Okay Girls !!! A lesson .. About guys ...

10rules:

1st - when you compliment him like saying "you have an infectious Smile" that all you have to say to catch his attention .

2nd - When a guy looks are you , don't look back at him . He might either get weirded out or he might take it as a sign .

3rd - Guys loves to see you laugh and smile .

4th - Girls if your with a Guy , Make sure you don't get too close with another guy . This will just create space for problems .. ( Respect each other )

5th - When a guy declines your help , doesn't mean he doesn't want you to help , it is just that he doesn't want to trouble you .

6th - For Guys , Me in particular ,Girls if you take time to notice His times of needs , The guy would know you care for him . ( I once told a girl , it is the littlest things she did that made me feel safe and loved ).

7th - Don't make a guy choose between Football and you . My suggestion : Join in with him .

8th - Guys are very sensitive creatures , but we don't show it . ( some guys do , some don't ) so don't take advantage of us :)

9th - When a Guy makes a promise to one of you girls , he means it , but he is just too afraid to perform the promise .

10th - When the Guy is trying to change , it take a really long time . So give him time yeah ;D .

And last of all . 11th , when a Guy buys you something - a ring , a shirt , a necklace , a bracelet and etc , there is a sentimental value behind it , so keep it :D

Flatters :D

On Form ??

Hmm was it just me or did i just kicked ass in futsal today .

Yes i am finally on form now . Rawerr ..

Anyway guys i might stop blogging for awhile

Well cause honestly whenever i try , i can't seem to think of anything .

i Just don't know how to talk to you anymore .

Until i return to who i use to be . I have no thrill for excitement .

everything about my life seem to dull.

Hmm I realize that i find joy and comfort around my instruments . Hmm weird huh . Well maybe what people is true "you can express who you really are through music" . Hmm Tmrw is one malaysia . Honestly what is the difference with One Malaysia and Merdeka .

Losing Hair !

Back from the perhentian trip and it was an awesome trip indeed .

The day of departure , we waited from 9.30 to 11.30 for the bus to arrive . I soon found out our bus was a "bus tambahan" . Meaning the buses were added to meet the demand of the extra travelers . While waiting , we meet these two Chinese fokes with a really strong accent . They were heading to perhentian for their honeymoon . OOoooo :D. Sadly , no one understood them . their accent was so strong that while speaking chinese or english , it sounded like they were talking gibberish .. Well , thank God Zhi-ling was there . As Soon as the buss arrived , we saw everyone rushed into the bus , except for us . We were wondering whether it was the correct bus or not . We spent another hour asking if this was the bus to Kuala Besut and we got no answer .Somehow , things fell into place and we arrived there safely . I couldn't get any sleep in the bus. Stupid bus . I Swear never ever to take "bus tambahan" ever again ..

First day , we arrived at the beach aprox 9am ? . We saw so many Guai Low . The smell of fresh air and salt water in my nose turned me on . I was anxious to get into the water ... And once again we waited to be checked in into the hotel . While waiting Julian , Nigel , Kam Hon , and me all changed into something more comfortable . We went to the other beach which was about 10 minute walk .

Rawr , i am bored writing this blog . Maybe it is because i didn't get enough sleep xD . My phone died so many times on the island . Trying to text or call people was hell ... OH we meet this german couple : Patrick and Natalie , Patrick is working in a psychiatric center i think , and Natalie is studying to be a Geologist :S . They are walking chimneys . We went snorkeling with them .

KamHon was a baby when he saw a shark .

Me and Kam Hon got stung by jellyfish .

Nigel got sucked by a sucker fish and had sucking symptoms . He was going around saying suck my nipples la .:/

Hm Well honestly i don't miss that place . I need home . And no i am not spoilt.

Puppet is getting Earing piercings !! Finally :D !! Rawrrr

My Wish - Rascal Flatts

Amazing how people get disappointed at a certain someone

just because that certain someone didn't show it or tell you

Well my mistake lies there

I overreacted , i got paranoid , i got insecure

Over what ??

OVER NOTHING ..

I will miss those times we had , but i had to let you go because i don't deserve you . Any guy would be lucky to have you cause you are really a blessing . You were and are still a blessing to me . I will cherish your friendship forever and forever . And i promise you i will never let you go .

I bet we can be so close that even our kids would know each other . I really have to say you were an awesome friend - more then a friend and now your an awesome close friend . Right now it feels like we know each other better than anyone . Your like a sister to me . If you need any help or guy help come to me . I will promise to be there for you . Just like how i did last time . and i will come to you for any help. hold on to the bracelet i gave you and remember us . hmm i'll be there for you like a close friend , a best friend or even a brother . Whatever you want me to be cause i got to discover a side of you that i would never possibly discover . Your an amazing person , you have your priorities straighten out and you thought me or opened my eyes to things that i have been neglecting lately .

Maybe its because i expected too much .

My friends , don't do what i did .

Cause it will come with a big consequence .

A really big one .

This was one heck of an awesome phase of life . I don't think i can ever forget it . Love you as a friend , but i heck like you more then one . Signing off .

I have discovered two theories .

Theory One :

For all those guy singers . You may not notice , but you can reach a high note when you sing louder . try it out . !!! seriously .. So this means SING LOUDER YOU PUSSIES :D .

Theory Two :

Do you realize that almost all Cars that has "P" sticker on them have a dent or scratch on the car :D . If you don't realize pay more attention . haha this is so cool :/ hm

Alright gonna head back skyping with scott and kamhon . Phones are ringing off the HOOK D: .. !!

I have discovered two theories .

Sorry !!

I PROMISE I WILL MAKE THINGS BACK TO HOW THEY WERE :) .

SCOUTS OATH :D

Safe and Sound

Premier league 2011 has started :D Wooo hoo ..

Anyway i haven't been blogging lately , sorry . just too busy with other stuff . Anyway i just found out alot of things i didn't know about myself this week ..

My father got discharged :D yippy >.< , but i have to do things in the house that i could never ever imagine .

Waoh .. i just realize i have nothing to blog about ... D:

This sucks ...

oooo !!! Drops of Jupiter - I CAN FINALLY REACH THE HIGH PARTS :D ... Hmm on August 21 , five boys + my youth group and the form onces are performing . The five boys are doing a solo :D , Weee 5 verse , each boy talking one . Me and ernie are taking the Last two verses that goes one key higher .. Well , for my parents anything ...

Scott finally accomplished 100pages in 2 days :D !! good job Scott . I don't know i just cant seem to jog anymore .. maybe its because of my lack of sleep :/ . I seem weaker now adays .. I gained 3 kg .. and that is just terrible news ..

Boring all me D: .. i am going to stop blogging for now ..

imperfection is just me ..

I have to say ... i hate myself sometimes ...

I somehow make empty promises because i fail to keep to them .

Its really hard , but i am trying .

Probably i am just careless ..

I learned a very valuable lesson last week .

hmm i just don't seem to post anymore .

Don't give up on me please .

Thanks guys for your prayers for my Father . Really appreciate it . He is getting discharged tmrw . :D thank God !!

hmm ...

Brother is now in NY ;D . he is so happy . I am happy for him .

Anyway ,

Disappointment will come , but just hang in there , all i need time . This i promise to you and the whole world as my witness . I am trying . Hmm Dyed hair :D SEXAY

if my heart was a house ( awesome song ) :P

Hello my fellow aliens :D

Brother is leaving for the States very very soon , you can literally count the days with one hand D: .Hmm gonna miss him but on the other hand there are advantages too . Anyway Saturday (tmrw) is my brother's fairwell party . Rawrr ..

Hmm Tickle toes Mel :D Found out Melanie has another weak spot . Joseph and Scott were aiming Mel's toes causing her to isolate herself at one corner far from us . Or i would say very close to us ... Anyway .. Need to watch a movie . CALL ME OUT D: .

Hmm My Msn doesn't seem to be working . This is so fcked up... D: i can't log in , I have a funny feeling i got hacked or something .. THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING TO ME ...

Ah wim bah wip , ah wim bah wip , Ah wim bah wip .. :D

Scott you FAIL AT Accounts :P haha seriously !! Even Julian gave up on you , NIGEL TOO :P ..

And for you , i meant every word .

Facts about Dogs :/

I always thought that dogs can never sprain their a PAWS . Well apparently i thought wrong , turned out my Dog sprained his Paw and is now mourning with pain . Watching him is so heartbreaking . Imagine this - the dog lies down , looks at you and start making that sound ( the sound when dogs are in pain ) , and he stares and stares at you waiting for you . When i sit next to him and pet him , he stares away and start mourning again . He can't get up , i have to lift him up , he doesn't wag his tail anymore and he breaths so deeply . Omgosh i hate to see him like this . D:

I also found out there is a disease called mononucleosis and !!!! NO!! You can only get mononucleosis when you got herpes .

But the thought of having mononucleosis is scaweee D: Symptoms are Fever , sore throat , Fatigue and etc . omgosh !!! scaryyyy.

Anyway I got a really really horrible haircut !!

My cousin says i look like Puck .

My brother says i am trying to look like Taylor Lautner .

Some say i look SEXAY .

Some say i look funny .

But probably the only person who hasn't said anything yet is YOU . All you said was it need to be longer . ( this is why i am crazy for you )

About a certain someone .

Man as much as i hate to say this but , You make more sense then me .

There I said it !! I admit .

It is soo annoying but at the same time attractive :D.

H and H :D

The park .. That BMX rider .. That red shirt man xD .

Rome .... the city of love

Rome the city of love , wait isn't paris the city of love ? Las Vegas then is the city of sex and money . Malaysia ??? hmm probably the city of "what is right in this country".

Hmmm .. Watched "Love in rome" and damn ! Kristen Bell is HOT xD . anyway back to my point . Aren't we all looking for Love ? Some people are looking for love , but some are waiting for love to appear and slap them in their faces saying " HELLO I AM HERE !!! ". But come to think of it , even i don't know what love is . Ohh people may say , love is when you feel awesome looking or being with the person . To tell you the truth , the only reason why you feel that way is because you like him or her . IF someone comes up and says " i love you " you probably go "wtf " if it is the person you dislike or find weird . But if that person happens to be someone you like, you probably jump into conclusion by saying " i love you too " when actually you don't really mean it . oh yeah you might think you mean it but you don't ... You really don't . Gosh i wish i knew the meaning of love .

Anyway to YOU : your right .. i am mean ...

just my day....

This morning i watched WC . ( SPAIN WON )

Thanks to Iniesta :D

Anyway around 2.30 i woke up . (thank you for waking me up , i owe you one)

I went down to find my father sleeping and hogging the whole sofa. I had to pull a wooden chair and sit on it . How fortunate , during the first half i was wide awake and ready to shout "GOAL" at any moment . When Ramos received the cross and headed the ball towards to goal . I jumped to my feet shouting "GOAL" but my father woke up and said "he miss la". I had no idea he was even awake . xD. During half time i was hungry . Dad brought back nasi lemak packets . So i munched on them . Cutting this short , i feel asleep during extra time and woke up when the goal was scored , taking a glimpse at the tv , i feel back asleep . I woke up at 6 and i started to wonder why the game wasn't on anymore . My father then woke up and said "the game ended already la" .

So i went up stairs and sleep . Woke up around 1. Went for brunch . Came back did my work .

And just my luck ... My own Chin-up bar fell on my head causing a cut and big bruise on my head . zzz I can't think straight now ...

Your Friend : " YOUR bulldozer is so effing WoW xD haha i can't stop thinking about it . :D AND no !! i didn't get all ego and blabla .

Prestige

I wonder why people have to make fun of the team that lost .

All i wanted was a hug :) , When you merajuk , it is so cute ---- ( YOU )

World Cup is coming to an end ....

I would say it was awesome .... Well it only happens once every four years .

So it is means killing myself to watch it . Yeah ....

After Shouting , screaming and tears , watching the team you love lose .

I have now three insects in my house with no way of getting home .

Julian is now calling his father .

Nigel is panic-ing cause he has to be home asap .

Kam Hon is just staring at them xD .

Epic ...

World Cup ..

Argentina has lost , now heading home . Maradona cried for the team . Lionel Messi Cried along .

The World Cried along . I can't stand to see some people insulting Messi or Maradona because they cried . What is so wrong with Men crying ? You senseless , stupid , retarded twarts .

Germany is a good team , no doubt . Argentina made mistakes . Gosh ..

Stoning in front of this screen , think about you .

I miss the Fingers , what happen to us ....

I miss you to.

Tell me ...

Sometimes i wonder if i am important ...

Wonder if i am special .

Wonder if i am out of the common folks..

Tell me the truth .

Now waiting for the guys at my father's place ..

Character

D.L. Moody - Character is who you are in dark .

A Buzzing Sound in My Head

You worry me sick !!!

Seriously !!

I am going Kakubam ....

National Service

To both Bernard Goh and Nicholas Tan .

Take care in NS !!

We are going to miss you .

I am gonna miss teasing both of you :D.

Remember God is always with you !

Make Friends !! ( to get protection )

:D

Ciao guys !! We will wait 3months for your return .

Trauma ...

Yesterday , Everyone was shocked by an incident not to be spoke of again .

Physical Contact , Shouting , Screaming , the Angry Walk , Gasping of air from everyone .

A well planned prank turned out to be a turn off .

Apart from that ..

After all the trauma ..

Fun began !!! :D

Laughing , playing , swimming , Eating .

Haha thank you both my chefs !! James Chuah and Andrew Lim with all those who help them .

But i have to say , after all Kam Hon , Julian Gan , Me , Nigel , and etc had went through to get this done . It was not wasted because people still had fun . This will be a lesson indeed .

Anyway my cousin is still curious what is 1st base , 2nd base and 3rd base .

NO ONE TELL HER !

A Safe feeling

I feel safe .

I feel like all my problems disappear .

I feel comfortable and happy .

If only i could have this feeling everyday .

Sadly i can't .

Your scent ... on my wristband .

Smelling it day and night .

Rawrrrr ....

Plans PLAns PLANSSS !!!

MY whole HOLIDAY is filled with plans plans plans plans plans plans ...

Nearly every i have some sort of party or occasion .

I can't even spend time with my old friends ..

And even you ..

Rawrrr I hate this . D:

SCOTT AND WEILI !!! rawr if you see this . I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE HELL !!!!

Damn baby , DAMN >.< .

Zombieland xD !!!

Zhidongbongkong

Rawrrr . Hot !!

HOT !!!!!

HOTTT!!!

UNDER THE RAIN ...

DAMNN >.<

DRIVING ME NUTS MAN .

Holidays .

Hmm holidays , i wish i had a longer holiday .

I need to spend time with people .

Need to catch up with the ones that have drifted from me .

And at the same time prevent YOU from drifting from me .

I wanna finish my Lpts during my holiday , but i need to catch up with so many people.

I miss you !!! and YOU and YOU .

Hmm catching up ...

Bon Appétit

I am alright .

I am cool with everything .

I am alright .

At least i am not riding Solo .

Oh baby .

I know sometimes ,

my over-obssessive-wants causes me to go crazy

and stupid

and selfish .

Everything is alright now ,

After thinking about it ,

i am fine .

Really i am .

I am finally satisfied .

Bon Appétit .

:D

Memorial Date

MAY 26

Never Gonna Be Alone

I didn't spend two years Chasing nothing .

Those two years , Was worth it .

Chasing after something my heart told me to .

It may sound Corny , but like you told me :

Nothing sounds Corny when it comes from the heart .

I know you may think that the things i say are naive .

I am still a teenager (i know) , sometimes i even find what i say naive.

But you should know , its not like i say these things to anyone.

In your head , you are thinking "that is what you say now"

But believe me , please .

The future may be against us .

And us facing the future is just like David facing the giant .

But just like David , With faith and courage .

Made it out alive .

Love won't be easy for sure .

But could we just believe in each other ?

I believe in you , How about you ? Do you ?

frustration

Don't you get frustrated when your alarm clocks doesn't do their job in waking you up .

Don't you get frustrated when someone texts you before something important .

Don't you get frustrated when someone lives sooooo close you and you can see him/her often . Don't you get frustrated and annoyed when you parents think too much ...

Don't you get frustrated when the person next to you covers your face .

Best Day of my Life .

Today is the best day of my life .

Eyes Meet .

Praying for More time .

Rain starts to pour .

Leaving .

Sudden Strike .

Without Knowing .

Hands Meet under the Rain .

Start Running under the Rain .

Laughing under the Rain .

Smiling under the Rain .

The best day of my life UNDER THE RAIN .

1----l0ve----y0u----B4by .

Absolute Vodka becomes Absolute Awesome-ness

The Best feeling is when your with someone and you feel comfortable with .

No tension , no pressure , no awkward-ness and total honesty .

The feeling is just so awesome , beyond description .

When i am with that person , it feels like heaven on earth .

Everything seem so perfect . No flaws .

Talking to the person makes me smile .

Look at the person's face , is like looking at an angle from heaven .

Rawrrrr

Mother's Day !!

Tmr Is mothers day !! . :D

Weee !!

What are you getting your mom ? Or what are you doing for your mom ?

Hmm For those who take mother's day lightly ! I got a song for you .

Christmas Shoes By NewSong .

(sorry couldn't upload the video)

Anyway , on my way home today . I was listening to Hitz.Fm and you know people could call them and wish their mom Happy Mother's Day and dedicate an song to her .

Well yeah , while listening to it , this indian dude said that he wanted to Buy his mom a Necklace and make her ruler of the world . hmm abit stupid don't you think ? but it was very sweet of him . Anyway Guess what was the song he dedicated to his mother .. 21 guns .. !! Could you believe it !! Out of all the songs he chose that song .. I pity his mother !!

Anyway , remember to wish your mom "Happy Mother's Day" . And to those who forgot !! it is tomorrow !! the 9th of May !!!

Your Mom is thinking of that ?

I am afraid of facing your mom now .

Rawrr !

Hmm Cold ?

Well cold is a very contagious disease .

Just same as your Reeling Powers .

I HATE the COMMON COLD !!

IT is so annoying ...

Anyway get better !! :D

The time For a Change

I think everything will be fine .

Don't worry about me !

I'll be fine .

But i just wanna get something across.

Why not giving it a try ?

Somehow i have this feeling where everything will be fine .

I just wished you had the same feeling .

Don't worry about you feeling numb .

Even i do .

This is all new to us .

I mean it !

What affects me

It is the tiniest details that affect me .

The expression of their faces , the tone of their voice .

I don't know why but these things affect me .

Call me annoying or overacting but i am very alarmed about these things .

Its just me .. So don't judge me

We shall prevail !

Although situations have become bad .

That doesn't mean i wont be able to call you .

Cause your the voice In my head and I am trying to understand it ..

We shall not sit in silence ! , nor shall we live in fear .

If there is a will , we will definitely make it . I know we can !

And all i am asking is that you Believe in it too !

I don't know myself anymore

I really don't know myself anymore..

My feelings are all messed up !!

I wish i could just search deep in me and find the true meaning

The meaning of Love .

Cause i don't know if i am In love with you or It is just a puppy Dog crush .

Hoping The Latter is not the one .

Weepy :D

Meet Elmo ! ( in white )

He is awesome , and he is A good Listener :D

Dont give up on me Baby !

In all my mistakes !!

Don't Give on me !!!

Cause " ME is LOVE you "

To Be with you .(awesome song)

This is an awesome song !! RAWRRR

Expected too much ?

I expected too much .

Watching you have so much fun .

I didn't wanna ruin your fun .

Well . Shit happens right .

When your Happy , i guess i am .

the truth

to tell you the truth .

i feel the same about it .

everything i felt about you is real .

i still have feelings for you .

even i am afraid .

A ghost/person .

I'm miss you !!!

DO YOU UNDERSTAND ?

I MISS YOU , I MISS YOU SOO MUCH TILL I CAN GO CRAZY.

SOMEONE TAKE ME TO THE MPH !!!

D:

WHAT HAPPEN ??

I know it is my fault !!

If it is just tell me what i done wrong .