My Wish - Rascal Flatts

Amazing how people get disappointed at a certain someone

just because that certain someone didn't show it or tell you

Well my mistake lies there

I overreacted , i got paranoid , i got insecure

Over what ??

OVER NOTHING ..

I will miss those times we had , but i had to let you go because i don't deserve you . Any guy would be lucky to have you cause you are really a blessing . You were and are still a blessing to me . I will cherish your friendship forever and forever . And i promise you i will never let you go .

I bet we can be so close that even our kids would know each other . I really have to say you were an awesome friend - more then a friend and now your an awesome close friend . Right now it feels like we know each other better than anyone . Your like a sister to me . If you need any help or guy help come to me . I will promise to be there for you . Just like how i did last time . and i will come to you for any help. hold on to the bracelet i gave you and remember us . hmm i'll be there for you like a close friend , a best friend or even a brother . Whatever you want me to be cause i got to discover a side of you that i would never possibly discover . Your an amazing person , you have your priorities straighten out and you thought me or opened my eyes to things that i have been neglecting lately .

Maybe its because i expected too much .

My friends , don't do what i did .

Cause it will come with a big consequence .

A really big one .

This was one heck of an awesome phase of life . I don't think i can ever forget it . Love you as a friend , but i heck like you more then one . Signing off .

I have discovered two theories .

Theory One :

For all those guy singers . You may not notice , but you can reach a high note when you sing louder . try it out . !!! seriously .. So this means SING LOUDER YOU PUSSIES :D .

Theory Two :

Do you realize that almost all Cars that has "P" sticker on them have a dent or scratch on the car :D . If you don't realize pay more attention . haha this is so cool :/ hm

Alright gonna head back skyping with scott and kamhon . Phones are ringing off the HOOK D: .. !!

I have discovered two theories .

Sorry !!

I PROMISE I WILL MAKE THINGS BACK TO HOW THEY WERE :) .

SCOUTS OATH :D

Safe and Sound

Premier league 2011 has started :D Wooo hoo ..

Anyway i haven't been blogging lately , sorry . just too busy with other stuff . Anyway i just found out alot of things i didn't know about myself this week ..

My father got discharged :D yippy >.< , but i have to do things in the house that i could never ever imagine .

Waoh .. i just realize i have nothing to blog about ... D:

This sucks ...

oooo !!! Drops of Jupiter - I CAN FINALLY REACH THE HIGH PARTS :D ... Hmm on August 21 , five boys + my youth group and the form onces are performing . The five boys are doing a solo :D , Weee 5 verse , each boy talking one . Me and ernie are taking the Last two verses that goes one key higher .. Well , for my parents anything ...

Scott finally accomplished 100pages in 2 days :D !! good job Scott . I don't know i just cant seem to jog anymore .. maybe its because of my lack of sleep :/ . I seem weaker now adays .. I gained 3 kg .. and that is just terrible news ..

Boring all me D: .. i am going to stop blogging for now ..

imperfection is just me ..

I have to say ... i hate myself sometimes ...

I somehow make empty promises because i fail to keep to them .

Its really hard , but i am trying .

Probably i am just careless ..

I learned a very valuable lesson last week .

hmm i just don't seem to post anymore .

Don't give up on me please .

Thanks guys for your prayers for my Father . Really appreciate it . He is getting discharged tmrw . :D thank God !!

hmm ...

Brother is now in NY ;D . he is so happy . I am happy for him .

Anyway ,

Disappointment will come , but just hang in there , all i need time . This i promise to you and the whole world as my witness . I am trying . Hmm Dyed hair :D SEXAY