In Loneliness I Stand

Standing in loneliness ,

Awaiting calls or invitations ,

I repeat the same routine again and again .

Adrienne has abandoned me ,

I barely see my School friends ,

I haven't played football for 3 weeks .

I think i am starting to suck .

Erh people have been saying i have a Girlfriend ,

It is just a rumor ! Do not believe it .

Speaking of Boy-Girl friends ,

Adrienne finally broke up with her Blady Fucking melay Bonehead Retarded Boyfriend .

Old school friends are asking me for Dates . Oh Dear :S

A girl asked me to be her Boyfriend ,

I rejected because i barely know her .

My drums are the only thing giving me entertainment .

I wanna learn Bass , Guitar .

Man i am so ambitious . Not .....

Shit why on earth am i talking like this ...

I am getting weirder weirder everyday .

This is because of the separation of me and my friends ,

I miss you guys .

I finally meet Sri Kdu Friends !! woohoo

Amazingly they recognized me >.<

"Awesome Blossom" My new theme for this and next year !

Have An Awesome Blossom Holiday!!!

*Note that this might be my last post till Dec25 or next year !!

In Loneliness I Stand

My first misson trip

This is my First Mission Trip and sadly it had to be on the day that means a-lot to me . It was on My school Awards Night , I feel so sad now . I am really Sorry Kayjen , Jireh , Evan , Sarah , and etc for not attending your graduation. I am really sorry . I heard you guys had an awesome time . And i also heard you guys went for Paint ball on the last few days of school . Damn , wished i was there , i would so totally have the joy of shooting Mr Laurence. Bob I envy you @_@ . Haha Poor Julian Gan , got shot behind his head by Dorothy . XD . this states that girls cant Aim :) ( Joking !)

OK getting back to my Miss

ion Trip.

On Saturday , i went to Oon Yow's house to sleep over . Cause the Flight was like 7am in the morning and we had to be at the airport by 5am . I was supposed to sleepover in Adrienne's House but Samuel didn't want to . Anyway it would be impossible for us to fit in her Car . It was totally Packed ! When we reached the airport , were like half dead . Most of us didn't sleep , fortunately i got 3-4 hours of sleep . Good Enough i guess :/

We checked our bags in and waited to be called to the plane . In the Plane , Adrienne was like super Hyper , she was like flying to everyone's seat . Sorry Dear !!! I couldn't sit with you . I had obstacles =S.

Trying to get some sleep in the plane , i was awoken by Samuel and Adrienne ... They were like camwhoring with me when i was half awake .

zzz Geeezzz i look ugly !! ugly !!!

The two buddies were sleeping like babies :S so cute !

We took alot of photos ! but i am just lazy to post it on blogspot.

When we reached Bangkok , we got our Bags . OOO yeaa we had to carry boxes too !!

Man they were Heavy as Heck ! ..... My boxes were 18 Kg + my own bag which was 5 Kg .

That was like 23 Kg of weight on my hands . Poor hands ..

I better get muscles from this ...

We were waiting for the flight to Ubon . We were waiting for an hour or so . So we decided to take photos . I bought a blended drink . The Name was Nuty Cookie blend . hmm so i thought it would be a cookie blend with nuts on it . Man but i was fooled ... It turned out to be a peanut butter Drink .. Ewwwwww !!!! so Groooooseee .

It was diabetes in a drink , it had like sugar , condense milk , and peanut butter + oreos !!!

It was the worst blend i have ever tasted in my whole life . grosseeee Just Grosse ..

When we reach Ubon , I saw Hazel for the First time , When i took a glimpse at her i thought she was like 15 years old or so . But she turned out to be 17 .. Man !! But she was Hot XD .

We then took a Truck to the kampung , a long 1 and a half hours drive . During the ride , Adrienne noticed something falling from the roof . We had to turn back and find it . It turned out to be a Light that fell from the truck . Ahha what Sharp eyes you have Dear .

You know that Petrol there was like 3.80 per litter . OJAIGOSH!!!

SO EXPPPPPP.

One full tank was like rm500 , 5000butt . @#$%^&*@#$%^& ing heck

When we reach the Inn , it was so dark . It seem to turn dark around 7pm . The inn was very nice , it had a very nice view of the River that divided Laos and Thailand . Awesome . Every morning i would go outside and take a view of an amazing sunrise . I so wished i had my DSLR . !!!! But it would be too much of a burden to carry it along .

Shopping there wasn't very nice . I only bought two Sport Shirts and One sport pants . :S eeeee . But the Experience was awesome . I Missed the Kids , although we were getting stalked by the Kids , they were awesome . The kids had like " Keng Mai " phones . ahhha means very awesome phones . I really wonder how they get them . We also saw a group of dancers dancing Sorry Sorry by Super Junior . They were awesome . THey performed it for us as our farewell thingy.

I misss themm

I wanna Go back .

Sorry it is so short , i am posting this when i am half dead . So forgive , There will be a second part i promise . !

As the School Ends !

The school is ending :( . Man i am gonna miss everyone of you !!!!

And guys i really sorry for ditching you all !!!! I really want to sing with you Graduates !!!

But i was pre-booked by my mission trip.

Kayjen and Jireh for not coming for your Graduation , i am offering you two a free meal !! I will pay ! promise !!! with all my heart :) But we shall have it after i come back from my mission trip .

You all know that i was helping the school but recording the awards night rehearsal. And sorry if i made some of you guys look like fools . And i am sorry for the Blur and very shake-ish video, I tried all my best to make it nice for you guys.

The big skin girl ( DIDI ) ahhha !!!! i gonna make her school life next year i living hell .

You all know that me hating girls and gossiping about girls is against my nature , but when they do something really bad or be rude to me , the are finish.....

And Again I do Not Date girls older then me !!!! My limits are Same age or younger two years !

I know i am being totally freakishly random but i am blogging about this at 2am .... I am going to faint soon ....

But who cares!!!!

And Ben !!! Stop Implying !!! now !!!!!

And i Have been leaving my things in julian's house XD , First i left my jeans there , then i left my ring then today i left my jacket !! ahhha :)

Birthday @_@

After two days of rest from school , i returned to school on friday ( a day i will never forget) . I was just simply doing my work and i did my Bible test - i got 83% Shit zzzz. Anyway during break time , Nicholas Tan came up to me and asked me to join the fun of Creaming Julian Gan. I had evil intensions haha , like stuffing cream up his nose or something like that .

During lunch time , they told Julian Gan . All of a sudden , Nigel Lim said " why don't cream Egbert Nah too !!! I was " fck you !" you touch me you die .

I then had to let them cream me cause , even if i run or do anything i will surely get creamed . SO what the HECK RIGHT ? After school , Julian and I packed our bags with Haste and Ran For his house !. Kelvin Kwan came running after us and we thought he had the cream . Luckily he wasn't having it . Walking up that little small Hill , We saw Zane Car and we thought Zane was bringing them to cream us , so we ran like mad pigs being led to the slaughter . Haha and again God was on our side ! he was just alone with his Sister and Driver !

All they did was just come to wish us Happy Birthday .

We were able to go into Julian's house . We waited there for like 5min++

and we saw them walking up towards the house .

They seem innocent but they weren't , they tried to fool us into believing that they didn't had the cream with them . But we were smart enough to no believe .

All of a sudden Nicholas took out a blue food container , We were like FCK YOU !!!

Nigel and the Gang Started to climb in .

While Julian was busy fighting his life to keep that food container from the hand of the evil once . Nigel all innocent went behind me , took out A box which contain cream and slapped it in my face . Kelvin and Nigel hold a hand full of cream wanting to fck me with it . I planned my way to run ! , i said that i will go outside and then they will cream me . When i saw an opening to run , i took it and Kelvin Threw it at me . like Matrix baby ( i dodge the speeding bullet of cream ) and ran for my life . My jeans was kinda loose and i couldn't run that far and fast.

Joseph and Kelvin chased me , and i knew i couldn't outrun them . So i just Gave up . and just allowed them to Mess my Whole body up . One was pulling my shirt , one was pulling my pants , one was messing with my hair . I just sat there and allowed them to do it .

My birthday Celebration was not over yet. haha

After Badminton , we went curve and ate at Italiannes .

I ate a Steak , and Julian ate Lagsania .

And we couldn't pay for out own food !! man . Everytime we wanted to pay we got screwed by them . Bernard , Julian , Me , Nigel , Andrew , John , Michelle , Steph , Paul , Nicholas , Jireh , Julien Buteau , Benedict Liew . If i missed anyone out i am sorry .

After eating , we had a birthday cake ( from italiannes ) . And we were supposed to state our best friend . Hm the choice was very hard , we picked each other .. AHHA . Then we were supposed to tell which friends we love . Ahha i mean like we love everyone of you , But since you creamed us ! The only people we love at Michelle , John , Steph And Jireh !

AHha Joking Joking we love everyone of you !

And my best friend is Everyone :) !!

After italiannes , we went to that Pool thingy place . And Kam Hon was the third person to beat me . Yet i haven't found someone who could trash me ! After playing a few games , Paul , Jireh , Steph and Ben had to leave :( Awww . Shit We then went for a movie , after buying 6 tickets ( nigel and andrew had to leave ) i found out that bob also wanted to leave .. SO i wasted Rm10 bucks !! , but he paid me back !! :) o Well , i have to say this will be the most memorable birthday celebration i ever had :)

And without you guys , all my friends , this memorable birthday wouldn't have exist. And i wanna say " i love everyone !! " You guys are awesome !! and i hope i will never lose anyone of you in the future !

Yippi Doopie :)

My fifteen birthday has just passed and i am tired of saying THANK YOU !! . It is getting over rated . Yesterday , when i went online i had 130+ notifications and everyone of them was HappyBirthday !!! haha I was stunned , even the weird people said "happy birthday'' to me . After reply like 20 post with Thank you , i was very irritated and i just posted a post saying thank you to who ever say Happy birthday to me . The very next day , which is today , i had another 70 notification , and again all of them were wishing me Happy Birthday . Omgosh , i was just so anoyed till i didn't even bother to reply them ..




Today , two friends slept over in my house and i only went to sleep around 5am today . Haha.
Then John soo called me around 9 and ask me to come to school .
John : Hey COME school now !!!
Me : why ??????
John : Just come la !!!!
Me : *Yawn*...... But
John : No Buts !!!!!
Me : I will try la i will try

In my head i already knew it was a suprise for me . John soo finaly told me that his mother baked a cake for me and Julian Gan. Omgosh i love you Aunty SOo :) I love you michelle and john . Then i replied that i couldn't cause i was busy and i had friends over . Then Steph smsed me using Michelle phone , asking me to come . But i had no transport !! . I would love to be there with you guys man !! but i couldn't !!
The First one to wish me Happy birthday is Amazingly Samuel Antony .
My brother from another mother !! the dude i known for 8 - 9 years . haha
The last one was erhm , Steph , i think .. Ahha
No One called me to wish me happy birthday !! :(
You guys Made my Birthday An Awesome one
Although no one got me gifts , but seriously all i can ask is your friendship :)
That is all i can ask from you guys !! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ you guys !!!!!!!!


On my birthday , i had to do my daily house chorse ..... and at night i went for dinner with my family and ate seafood , Yumm CRAB with salted Egg
I Haven't ate this since i lost my weight :S


Holly Crapper Molly !!!!! Is that Cake !!!!! haha a Cake !!! :)
An Ice Cream Cake !!!! WEEEEEEEE
CoOoOKIes And CrReAm !!!:)
YUMM , i love you mom , dad and bro :)
I love all my friends too :)

I wanna list all the names but i am lazy :)

Birthday !!!! woo hooo , in 8 hours time :)

MY birthday , hhmm if only i knew what my mom and father is getting me .
O wait i do know :P , i am getting a new laptop !! :) a mac

Say bye bye to Laggyness !!!


Erhm , thank you kayjen for that lovely blog#521 :) was very thoughtful of you .
And i am sorry choir gang, i really wanna sing with you all. My desire to wanna sing with you guys is out of this world . I only wished the thing would be on the 16th nov !!! omgosh ./



Aar was lousy !!! the only interesting part was when AAR actually came out to perform .
The other bands were just awfully bad .. melay songs omgosh , who the earth listens to them ...
We got very closed to the front but , in the middle of the concert i got punched in the tummy so i was forced to move behind of the crowd. Kayjen and jireh and Joanna ( a new friend ) got very very very close to the front !!! like they could almost touch them !! I envy them :( . stupid asshole who punched my tummy .