Imagine a Snail running :D

Hmm , well i think its time for a change don't you think ? Maybe lets take it further ? :)

I feel like walking behind you and grabbing you from the back :P and asking "guess who" :) hahaha . hmm It might come through .. one day :P

Omgosh !! Lee Dewyz album !! <3 !!! LOVE LOVE LOVE ! :) sexay !!!

Meow .... I'm so lazy to blog these days ! I need inspiration .. Would you inspire me ? but it would be selfish of me to ask cause you already inspire me in many ways :) believe me when i say , your my Wonderwall :)

Memories that Hurt...

Looking back at some of my photos ... I feel so disappointed at myself .

One question i would like to ask myself , Why did i do those things ..

I wasted my life , my time , my energy on what ?

I wasted them on things that ended up giving me no happiness .

On things that hurt me to the core , things that made me feel like *shit*....

But looking at now , i keep reminding myself!! I've got things which satisfies me .

I've got my Church :) , i've got my brothers Back !! , I've got some of my childhood friends back .!!

I've got a clearer mind of what i'm going to do in the future . I've Got you , I've got my AWESOME GOD !! :)

Hmm Life is a CLIMB !! WITH TONS AND TONS OF DISAPPOINTMENTS , BUT WHY PONDER ON THE TIHNGS THAT YOU DID WRONG WHEN YOU CAN FOCUS ON THE THINGS YOU CAN DO RIGHT ! :D

Attention Again to those .

Proverbs 16:23 - A wise man's heart guides his mouth , and his lips promote instruction .

Be like the wise man who puts a seal on his mouth . I know it is hard , but i'm trying my best . And by God's Amazing grace we are forgiven .

Proverbs 16:28 - A perverse man stirs up dissension and a GOSSIP separates close friends .

Proverbs 16:29 - A violent man entices his neighbor and leads him down a path that is not good .

( entice - to attract or lead someone )

Reflect on these two verses very carefully . And think For yourself , have you been Gossiping ?
About a close friend . It is even said in the bible that the cost of gossip is the separation of you from your friend . even if that Friend is close friend or a childhood friend . Or If your friend whom you know is gossiping about someone , saying bad about them . By listening and agreeing to the person , you are equally apart of the gossip whether you like it .

So I say once again ! STOP . Bring an End to this .. I'm sad to say this is even happening to our church ... My Church , my place of rest and peace . The place i am truly happy in the presence of God and his People , My Brothers and Sisters . I Beg of you !! Not for me , but for the sake of your friendships with your friends !

SPORADIC , SPONTANEOUS !! WHATEVER LARHSS

i'm going to do something Nuts :D ...

really nuts !! So nuts that i think i might not be able to pull it off D: .

I might just expose it too fast !! D: . Crapp !! Help me ...:(

Meow ....

Me : Did i say you look splendid today.

Person : Oh so you're only saying i look nice today lahs !

Me : NoNO !!! D: i didn't mean it in that way .

Haihss Girls have their Powers over us . xD NOT !!! :D

Cold Ice Mints vs Spicy Chicken McDeluxe

Smile K :D .

Give me the Bigggggggeeessssttt SMILE you CAN GIVE :D .

I'm here for ya no matter what !

Hmm now adays i seem so Addicted to doing covers . I find so much Satisfaction in doing them !! I REALLY DO ..... I'm so happy when i do covers .. So i'm going to do one whenever i'm free :D

MoppyBoppyHoppy

I don't believe anybody feels the way about you like i do .

Amazing how God can calm us down through his songs .

The question arises . Who are our true friends ?

Think about it , everyone who reads this . take sometime to meditate on what i say .

Honestly would you Start Rumors , start Gossiping , or even have thoughts which relates anything to do with the Gossip of the person . AND that person is your Childhood friend , or Close Friend , Best friend . That Person may have characteristics which may not seem right to you , may it be the past or now . That give you NO REASON for you TO JUDGE them . The Person may be stubborn , may be arrogant , selfish , prideful , or etc .. But that still doesn't give you the reason to judge them . You say your a friend , Does a friend backstab you . Backstab can be in many MANY ways . May it be gossiping , Starting rumors , holding grudges that lead to many other nasty things .

Seriously , I don't think that is a friend . I ain't sure what the person is , but he definitely not a friend . remember God HATES SLANDER , HE DETEST IT !! SO WHY ARE YOU SINNING BY EVEN THINKING ABOUT THOSE THINGS . Cause i HAD ENOUGH , EVERYWHERE I TURN I SEE MY LOVED ONES , IN SCHOOL , IN MY FAMILY , IN CHURCH !!! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS !! REALLY .. I KNOW HOW IT FEELS , I HAVE BEEN VICTIM OF BACKSTAB , BELIEVE ME IT FELT HORRIBLE . IT CAN BE SO BAD THAT THE PERSON MIGHT EVEN KILL HERSELF ! AND BACK THEN , I DID FEEL THE PRESSURE AND WANTED TO TAKE MY LIFE CAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW WHO MY FRIENDS WERE . BUT I FOUND PEACE IN GOD . THE PRINCE OF PEACE , THE KING OF LOVE.

GOSSIP CAN BE HURTFUL . YES IT CAN . AND I WILL SAY "FROM EXPERIENCE' .

You may gossip because of a few things ,

JEALOUSY !!

HATRED !!

ANGER!!

ENVY!!!

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MANY MORE!!!

ALL THESE GOD HATES !!

( hate is a strong word , especially for a God who is pure , imagine HIM to hate something )

QUESTION YOURSELF PLS !

At what basis do you have the right to say those words .

I WILL AWAKE ALL OF YOU !!

WHY ARE YOU SAYING BAD THINGS ABOUT YOUR FRIEND BEHIND THEIR BACKS !!

FRIENDS WHO HAVE GROWN UP WITH YOU !!

FRIENDS WHO LOVE YOU !!!!

pls !! Stop , i beg you ....

I don't wanna fall out !

To my Sweet Serendipity ;)

Honestly speaking , the future for both of us is scary ...

In some sort of way . But still exciting . But Fear is somehow placed infront of it .

you always say that God has a plan for us . And i Adore that of you , You have totally gave our future to HIM . So have I , but sometimes i still worry . I mean who can blame me :) Everyone does worry about something or two ..

The Fear of losing You is scary in every possible meaning . It would Bring misery and sorrow to my life . To know that I Lost such an Angel as yourself . Whenever i am worried , these question's pops to my head ..

What if I go overseas and we can't handle it . ( you said you believe in distant-relationship )

But it's gonna be hard , so are you up for it ?

Parents will be one of it..

The Age Gap also , we are a few years apart . not that i have anything against that , it is just that when i am in college you will still be in high-school . and when i am in Uni you will be in college .

Well but somehow something tells me to wait . Which we are , we are waiting and letting God's miraculous powers take over . But sometimes it feels like I am stuck on the other side of the fence . waiting for the fence to be broken down so that i can reach your heart .

But i made a promise to myself and you .. that i will wait . your worth the wait , did you know that ? :) well you are .I don't want an ending with ya !

The apple said to the pear " you look like my green brother "

Okay the title totally didn't make sense xD . well who cares :P .

I'm in love with this song !!

( If you're not the one ) - Daniel Bedingfield

He has a cool sirname :D

Anyway the lyrics makes me cry ..

Sometimes i do ponder on the lyrics . Thinking about the past .

But lately i've been thinking about YOU when i hear this song .

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?