Nuts Shells on the Floor

Easter has come to an end . Depressing .. Very depressing ...

I have no more "thing" to look forward to during my week .. Except for you .

Now youth is very appealing . :) I like how things have turned out . But still there is one part missing in it . I'll be waiting . No doubt , it's not like i'm going anywhere yet . I'll still be around ..

Football ... hmmm sports day is arriving .. The thought of it is very scary :/

We have been training so hard , but sometimes i don't get the spirit from the team ...

Anyway i'm think i'm going to stop blogging now .. I find it tiring , and zzzz .

Arms against Spirit

Hm In Matthew 5:13-16 says ,

Ye are the salt of the earth : but if the salt have lost his savour , wherewith shall it be salted? It is thenceforth good for nothing , but to be cast out and to be trodden under foot of men . Ye are the light of the world . A City that is set on an Hill cannot be hid . Neither do Men light a candle and put in under a bushel , but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your Light so shine before men , that they may see your good works , and glorify your Father which is in Heaven .

In biblical times , Salt was used for twofold purposes :

Seasoning and as a preservative .

Jesus is telling us that we are to "season" society , in another words , we are to influence the world with our Beliefs and our worldview . Our presupposition is based upon the word of God . So we have to portray these views to the world . This doesn't mean that the whole world will be Changed . Like Seasoning a dish , the entire dish does not become salty , but it is affected by the salt .

As preservatives , simply , we need to preserve the influence of God's Justice , Love , And righteousness upon our culture . We don't do this with our own strength but by the power of the Holy Spirit .

Maybe that was my problem , i did things with my own strength . And i see it now why i'm so exhausted .. God please renew me for your Glory and your purpose , Amen .

Penguins Running and Giving Free kisses

I can't sleep , i can't eat , i can't think straight !

Can I have this Journey with you ?

I haven't been myself lately .. I'm sorry if i have disappointed you .

It is just , i am going so much now .. And I am tired .. I'm physically , mentally and emotionally .

I'm just searching for that one thing in life to Push me .

That one thing to Cheer me up when i'm down .

That one thing to Slap me when i'm going off track .

That one thing to Hug me when i depressed .

That one thing who will love me no matter what ..

That one thing that will be there for me when i'm not well .

That one thing whom i can share my problems with .

I'm Looking for that one thing . I think i've found it , I hope i'm correct .

Its You !!

And Believe me when i say this , I'll do anything to keep you happy .

But we shouldn't forget , God is the center of everything . So Cheer up :)

You've been really stressed and tired too , i know i can tell . But remember that i'm always here for you , i won't run away . I won't go missing . I won't Leave you . I might not be that physically but i'll be there with you in your thoughts , and i pray your heart too . I'm trying ! , its difficult for me , but hey nothing is easy ain't it ? Think about last time , how fun we had :P
signing off . Egbert To ( you )

Lots of love n care and concern !