Every inch of Energy is being drained from me ..

I feel soo tired these days . I have cramps on my tummy and my back . I have been pushing myself to the limits . gosh i need rest ..

Choir

Drama

Chapel

Prefect

Music

Studies

Family

HOLY SHIT ..

Lack Of heineken ..

Seriously !! Me and Mom spent an hour++ searching for Heineken Beer .

Screw you White people !! You're draining me from Heineken D: ..

Rawrrr .

Meow !! heineken D: awesome beer .

too much to say with a title ..

I'm afraid . I am filled with regrets . I was stupid . Idiotic . Senseless . Thoughtless . Selfish . Insensitive . Impatient .

But the best part was that she still Believed in me .

Why didn't i see it earlier ?

Was i That stupid ?

Was i that blur . Was i was i..

MoonCake Festival ..

This is the First time Celebrating Mooncake Festival outside my BU Community .

We went as far as Taman Aman - which is just next to Taman Paramount.

MOoOOOOoooOOOnNNKAEEEE !!! IS AWEEEEEEESSSSOOOME :D

We walked there from Michelle's house . We stopped half way to grab dinner At A mama

k !! The table was filled with Nasi Lemak and Indo-Mee . Ooo !! and the best part was that, they sold otak otak !! a basket for Rm 3 . Gosh it was yummy . I at a whole basket , one basket had Five pieces . After digesting our lovely , yet unhealthy dinner we took off . Heading to the Park , We stopped half way at KFC because some of them wanted to use the toilet . Sadly KFC didn't have a toilet because it was under renovation .

At the Park we found a skateboard track/ring , whatever it is called . Everyone was running up trying to get to the top . Michelle and especially Sheryl had difficulty jumping up . We found a little baby frog jumping around , everyone went hectic trying to catch it xD. Went to a gazebo by the big big pond , we lighted the whole place with candles , but it all died off because the candles were too small. Some of us started burning paper , plastic , even the pretty lanterns . Bob was acting all "caveman-ish" . After the Poor Display of fire , some went walking around with pretty lanterns to meet other people , half stayed behind to stone . Bob was one who stayed back , he didn't just stone with us man , he went all caveman-ish and started burning a stick . Started burning down candles making them into wax and started making weird noises .

Sheryl managed to climb up the skateboard ring* but while coming down she slipped and landed on her back , I was suppose to catch her . haha but i didn't . Shit !! D: SORRY SHERYL !!!!

Time is Ticking .

Responsibilities , Work , Priorities , Obligations , Studies , Friend , Family , Music , My Dogs , Sports . Rawrr so many thingsss ...

I realize i am getting older by the second , but i still wanna be that small boy that had a carefree life .. Looks like it ain't gonna happen . Sooner or later i will be able to drive , graduate , go to college , then Uni , then get a job , find a wife , Settle in , have a family and turn old .

I just hope i will be able Hold on to the Friends i have . You know who you are . So try to help me .

I also realize , in my whole life , i am been following people's footsteps . Maybe it is about time i stepped out .. And start making my own .. Independence seem scary . D:

Flatters :D

Okay Girls !!! A lesson .. About guys ...

10rules:

1st - when you compliment him like saying "you have an infectious Smile" that all you have to say to catch his attention .

2nd - When a guy looks are you , don't look back at him . He might either get weirded out or he might take it as a sign .

3rd - Guys loves to see you laugh and smile .

4th - Girls if your with a Guy , Make sure you don't get too close with another guy . This will just create space for problems .. ( Respect each other )

5th - When a guy declines your help , doesn't mean he doesn't want you to help , it is just that he doesn't want to trouble you .

6th - For Guys , Me in particular ,Girls if you take time to notice His times of needs , The guy would know you care for him . ( I once told a girl , it is the littlest things she did that made me feel safe and loved ).

7th - Don't make a guy choose between Football and you . My suggestion : Join in with him .

8th - Guys are very sensitive creatures , but we don't show it . ( some guys do , some don't ) so don't take advantage of us :)

9th - When a Guy makes a promise to one of you girls , he means it , but he is just too afraid to perform the promise .

10th - When the Guy is trying to change , it take a really long time . So give him time yeah ;D .

And last of all . 11th , when a Guy buys you something - a ring , a shirt , a necklace , a bracelet and etc , there is a sentimental value behind it , so keep it :D

Flatters :D

On Form ??

Hmm was it just me or did i just kicked ass in futsal today .

Yes i am finally on form now . Rawerr ..

Anyway guys i might stop blogging for awhile

Well cause honestly whenever i try , i can't seem to think of anything .

i Just don't know how to talk to you anymore .

Until i return to who i use to be . I have no thrill for excitement .

everything about my life seem to dull.

Hmm I realize that i find joy and comfort around my instruments . Hmm weird huh . Well maybe what people is true "you can express who you really are through music" . Hmm Tmrw is one malaysia . Honestly what is the difference with One Malaysia and Merdeka .

Losing Hair !

Back from the perhentian trip and it was an awesome trip indeed .

The day of departure , we waited from 9.30 to 11.30 for the bus to arrive . I soon found out our bus was a "bus tambahan" . Meaning the buses were added to meet the demand of the extra travelers . While waiting , we meet these two Chinese fokes with a really strong accent . They were heading to perhentian for their honeymoon . OOoooo :D. Sadly , no one understood them . their accent was so strong that while speaking chinese or english , it sounded like they were talking gibberish .. Well , thank God Zhi-ling was there . As Soon as the buss arrived , we saw everyone rushed into the bus , except for us . We were wondering whether it was the correct bus or not . We spent another hour asking if this was the bus to Kuala Besut and we got no answer .Somehow , things fell into place and we arrived there safely . I couldn't get any sleep in the bus. Stupid bus . I Swear never ever to take "bus tambahan" ever again ..

First day , we arrived at the beach aprox 9am ? . We saw so many Guai Low . The smell of fresh air and salt water in my nose turned me on . I was anxious to get into the water ... And once again we waited to be checked in into the hotel . While waiting Julian , Nigel , Kam Hon , and me all changed into something more comfortable . We went to the other beach which was about 10 minute walk .

Rawr , i am bored writing this blog . Maybe it is because i didn't get enough sleep xD . My phone died so many times on the island . Trying to text or call people was hell ... OH we meet this german couple : Patrick and Natalie , Patrick is working in a psychiatric center i think , and Natalie is studying to be a Geologist :S . They are walking chimneys . We went snorkeling with them .

KamHon was a baby when he saw a shark .

Me and Kam Hon got stung by jellyfish .

Nigel got sucked by a sucker fish and had sucking symptoms . He was going around saying suck my nipples la .:/

Hm Well honestly i don't miss that place . I need home . And no i am not spoilt.

Puppet is getting Earing piercings !! Finally :D !! Rawrrr