Happy Pills

Thanks JiaMin :) , I love you !!

Its like a daily routine . Sitting down at my chair , thinking , figuring , crying and praying . It was not long ago , when something i thought would not happen again , happened .I was Careful this time . But i don't know why it happened again . I mean things ain't over . Are they ? I myself don't really know . But all i know is that my feelings have yet to change . I believe God placed me in your life all of a sudden for a purpose , But for whatever purpose i will fulfill it .

I don't get it , i was really careful this time . Wasn't I ?

I didn't rush things , did I ? One thing i've learned from all these , is that I'm a package of complex equations and whoever wants to take the challenge becomes confused . Maybe God placed this U.S trip for another Purpose , to give us sometime to think this through . Really think it through . Well God wants best for me right ? But i ain't asking much ... She was simple , organized , God-Fearing , lovable , Easy-going , hard-working , Priorities are Set in placed .

But i wonder where do i fit in ?? :/ Will you will make time for me like you said ? or has things changed ? i'm still waiting . Well what harm is there in waiting ... Not like another girl is going to POP out of no where and steal My heart away. But what if i wait too long and i get too emotionally drawn ? and thing end up the opposite with you . Garh .. Its a big headache . its a risk .. A Big risk .

I promise one thing . I'm setting my feet down here . waiting is my Choice . Anchored to the floor , Bolted to the Floor , nailed , Stappled xD , taped , glued . Everything la . you name it :) .Smile more pls , you are always not smiling when i see you ... Its really depressing for me ..

Feeling Oldish

I've been listening to so many oldies songs . Richard Marx , Robbie Williams . Rob Steward , Elton John . Etc etc .. they are all awesome songs !! .

my holidays are all occupied . with camps , field trips , birthdays , AND US TRIP :) .

Hmm i need that break .. but i don't need a break from my friends . !!! garh...

another 3 weeks to the LAND OF THE FREE . Haha i wonder why they call it the Land of the Free.

Hmmm Eagle :) Egbert . haha Weee :)

Dare You you To Move!!!

Hey you . Lets end this . This is just madness ... It's pure stupidity . I missed you .. When you walk pass me , its like you don't even know me ? I waved at you , you ignored me completely ... Whats wrong with us ? Lets End this now .

I Dare you to move !

A good Relationship always starts with a Solid Friendship .

So what do you say ?

Sportstastic !

Crazy Crazy day .... Football was great , 3rd placing :/ out of 6 teams . Not bad :D !!

Awesome blossoms !!!

Great Job NETBALL GIRLS !!!

And i Salute those who took part in 1500meter and made it through !!!

To > Victoria , Nigel , Darrel , Weili , Zenny , Abigail . Great Job .

I gotten alot worst , physically . It is rest rest rest for me now :D No more Fooling around , needa get my head in the game !

I don't really have much to blog about .. I don't feel like posting photos up cause i'm just absolutely tired and lazy ... Scored a Goal today :) Yay !! Yippy Me . Nigel Ran to Hug me but he accidently hit my throat .

Like A unforgettable moment .

What's wrong with me .....

Why do i keep F**king up everything ?

I just don't know what to do these days ....

God what's your plans for me ?

I'm already 17 !!! holy Crappers man !!

When i find that one special thing *again* ,

I ended F**king it up again ...

I rather live in a small cave forever .

I always end up hurting the ones i love .

I'm sorryy ...

Who am I?

I'm not perfect , i sin , we all sin .

But do we really want to change ?

Although we know that certain actions are wrong .

Why then do we continue to do them ?

Even I can't answer that .

I'm trying to but i can't .

You say you will never leave nor forsake us .

Is there anything else we can ask ?

Cause that's all we need , You Lord .

I'm not perfect , I realized that i neglected many friends who were once close to me . I'm sorry . But i'll make it up . promise . I just been so caught up with Work and trying to get things right , but by doing that i neglected you guys . I love you guys !

Who Am I ?

Penguins With Big Eyes :/

A song , really cheers me up in moments like this .

Whatever It takes - Lifehouse .

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/lifehouse/whatever_it_takes.html ]
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

I mean what i say . Believe me :D

hickery Bickery Puck :D

Gosh Quinn in Glee Season 2 .. Speechless . although she returns to the B**** she was but , man you gotta notice that she is a beauty .

Quoted from Samuel Anthony " is Kate Middleton's sister still single ? " hahaha !

Btw , even i'm curious . I don't wanna know her name because if i do i will start blogging about her :P . anyway .. I think Kate Middleton will do a great Queen when Prince William take the throne .

And news that Osama Bin Laden " that Bas**** is finally dead " gosh !! hate that piece of Crap , Because of him , american's immigration suspects everyone from muslim countries as a treat to their nation .. Hmm the 911 Incident. A really sad Story . So many lifes taken .. So many heart's crushed by the lost of their lost onces ... I'm really afraid of Death .. For myself and my Friends ... But i'm learning to tell myself , whatever it is , God When you want to take me , take me .

N besides !! Live life likes it's your last day . But be realistic la :D .

I'm 17 , i'm starting to drive around ( short distances ) and soon i'll be in college . My mom says it is Alright for me to start dating , but she gives me all the pressure and all .. It is true , what if right now .. I'm emotionally drawn to someone , but what if that day comes where it ends . It's my major year man .. it will just remind me of everything of what happened last year... I'm taking this risk because i know it's worth it . But i guess i need to know my limits . and my limit ends here .... I'm starting to realize that i'm living a fantasy in my head .. a Fantasy that needs to be contained for the time being . I use to say that i will never Date anymore until college because of the incident last year . But look at me now , i'm coming out of my shell to take a risk . RISKY one tho because it's my finally year , but i guess i have to stop myself from being too emotionally drawned .. Waoo okay i'm going to stop here before i start spilling some very Private info ..

Live starting to catch up with me .. College , working , Courtship , Marriage . Gosh all seem so scary but one heck of a journey . A journey in which i'm not ready to take but yet i'm so excited to start . So confusing ... Sometimes i stare blankly into emptiness thinking bout my future . Sometimes it's futile but sometimes its productive . I try talking to God , and it helps , but the answer comes some other way .. Ways that i don't even understand . And whats with my problem of insecurity ... SERIOUSLY >.< , i feel like slapping that crap out of me . SLAPS SLAPS ! D:

To be quite honest with you , sometimes i find my life so boring .. doing the SAME OLD things over and over again .. Its very tiring !! But i guess i just have to deal with it for another year .. I'm 17 this man guys !! and so are some of youss !:D

Some are younger , and i hope i'll be able to set a good example to you guys . Cause the last thing i want you guys to say is that " but Egbert did it before " gosh .. Reputation Destruction much . but yeah through God's help i guess i can do it . So help me to by being honest with me :).

I wanna give a big thank you hug to all who have helped me. through the hard times , through the insecure times . a few is YOU "T" haha :P , ERNIE , JIAMIN , ADRIENNE , SAMUEL MY MAN , and of course you Puppet . Puppet , you know after everything , it did change me , but sometimes i do fall back to it , but hey no one is perfect .

And sometimes , I hate being around some of my friends because their topics are Inconsequential TO THE MAX ... Seriously .. Anyway , i'm heading to bed before my eyes start to swell .. Love you guys !

Nuts Shells on the Floor

Easter has come to an end . Depressing .. Very depressing ...

I have no more "thing" to look forward to during my week .. Except for you .

Now youth is very appealing . :) I like how things have turned out . But still there is one part missing in it . I'll be waiting . No doubt , it's not like i'm going anywhere yet . I'll still be around ..

Football ... hmmm sports day is arriving .. The thought of it is very scary :/

We have been training so hard , but sometimes i don't get the spirit from the team ...

Anyway i'm think i'm going to stop blogging now .. I find it tiring , and zzzz .

Arms against Spirit

Hm In Matthew 5:13-16 says ,

Ye are the salt of the earth : but if the salt have lost his savour , wherewith shall it be salted? It is thenceforth good for nothing , but to be cast out and to be trodden under foot of men . Ye are the light of the world . A City that is set on an Hill cannot be hid . Neither do Men light a candle and put in under a bushel , but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your Light so shine before men , that they may see your good works , and glorify your Father which is in Heaven .

In biblical times , Salt was used for twofold purposes :

Seasoning and as a preservative .

Jesus is telling us that we are to "season" society , in another words , we are to influence the world with our Beliefs and our worldview . Our presupposition is based upon the word of God . So we have to portray these views to the world . This doesn't mean that the whole world will be Changed . Like Seasoning a dish , the entire dish does not become salty , but it is affected by the salt .

As preservatives , simply , we need to preserve the influence of God's Justice , Love , And righteousness upon our culture . We don't do this with our own strength but by the power of the Holy Spirit .

Maybe that was my problem , i did things with my own strength . And i see it now why i'm so exhausted .. God please renew me for your Glory and your purpose , Amen .

Penguins Running and Giving Free kisses

I can't sleep , i can't eat , i can't think straight !

Can I have this Journey with you ?

I haven't been myself lately .. I'm sorry if i have disappointed you .

It is just , i am going so much now .. And I am tired .. I'm physically , mentally and emotionally .

I'm just searching for that one thing in life to Push me .

That one thing to Cheer me up when i'm down .

That one thing to Slap me when i'm going off track .

That one thing to Hug me when i depressed .

That one thing who will love me no matter what ..

That one thing that will be there for me when i'm not well .

That one thing whom i can share my problems with .

I'm Looking for that one thing . I think i've found it , I hope i'm correct .

Its You !!

And Believe me when i say this , I'll do anything to keep you happy .

But we shouldn't forget , God is the center of everything . So Cheer up :)

You've been really stressed and tired too , i know i can tell . But remember that i'm always here for you , i won't run away . I won't go missing . I won't Leave you . I might not be that physically but i'll be there with you in your thoughts , and i pray your heart too . I'm trying ! , its difficult for me , but hey nothing is easy ain't it ? Think about last time , how fun we had :P
signing off . Egbert To ( you )

Lots of love n care and concern !

Imagine a Snail running :D

Hmm , well i think its time for a change don't you think ? Maybe lets take it further ? :)

I feel like walking behind you and grabbing you from the back :P and asking "guess who" :) hahaha . hmm It might come through .. one day :P

Omgosh !! Lee Dewyz album !! <3 !!! LOVE LOVE LOVE ! :) sexay !!!

Meow .... I'm so lazy to blog these days ! I need inspiration .. Would you inspire me ? but it would be selfish of me to ask cause you already inspire me in many ways :) believe me when i say , your my Wonderwall :)

Memories that Hurt...

Looking back at some of my photos ... I feel so disappointed at myself .

One question i would like to ask myself , Why did i do those things ..

I wasted my life , my time , my energy on what ?

I wasted them on things that ended up giving me no happiness .

On things that hurt me to the core , things that made me feel like *shit*....

But looking at now , i keep reminding myself!! I've got things which satisfies me .

I've got my Church :) , i've got my brothers Back !! , I've got some of my childhood friends back .!!

I've got a clearer mind of what i'm going to do in the future . I've Got you , I've got my AWESOME GOD !! :)

Hmm Life is a CLIMB !! WITH TONS AND TONS OF DISAPPOINTMENTS , BUT WHY PONDER ON THE TIHNGS THAT YOU DID WRONG WHEN YOU CAN FOCUS ON THE THINGS YOU CAN DO RIGHT ! :D

Attention Again to those .

Proverbs 16:23 - A wise man's heart guides his mouth , and his lips promote instruction .

Be like the wise man who puts a seal on his mouth . I know it is hard , but i'm trying my best . And by God's Amazing grace we are forgiven .

Proverbs 16:28 - A perverse man stirs up dissension and a GOSSIP separates close friends .

Proverbs 16:29 - A violent man entices his neighbor and leads him down a path that is not good .

( entice - to attract or lead someone )

Reflect on these two verses very carefully . And think For yourself , have you been Gossiping ?
About a close friend . It is even said in the bible that the cost of gossip is the separation of you from your friend . even if that Friend is close friend or a childhood friend . Or If your friend whom you know is gossiping about someone , saying bad about them . By listening and agreeing to the person , you are equally apart of the gossip whether you like it .

So I say once again ! STOP . Bring an End to this .. I'm sad to say this is even happening to our church ... My Church , my place of rest and peace . The place i am truly happy in the presence of God and his People , My Brothers and Sisters . I Beg of you !! Not for me , but for the sake of your friendships with your friends !

SPORADIC , SPONTANEOUS !! WHATEVER LARHSS

i'm going to do something Nuts :D ...

really nuts !! So nuts that i think i might not be able to pull it off D: .

I might just expose it too fast !! D: . Crapp !! Help me ...:(

Meow ....

Me : Did i say you look splendid today.

Person : Oh so you're only saying i look nice today lahs !

Me : NoNO !!! D: i didn't mean it in that way .

Haihss Girls have their Powers over us . xD NOT !!! :D

Cold Ice Mints vs Spicy Chicken McDeluxe

Smile K :D .

Give me the Bigggggggeeessssttt SMILE you CAN GIVE :D .

I'm here for ya no matter what !

Hmm now adays i seem so Addicted to doing covers . I find so much Satisfaction in doing them !! I REALLY DO ..... I'm so happy when i do covers .. So i'm going to do one whenever i'm free :D

MoppyBoppyHoppy

I don't believe anybody feels the way about you like i do .

Amazing how God can calm us down through his songs .

The question arises . Who are our true friends ?

Think about it , everyone who reads this . take sometime to meditate on what i say .

Honestly would you Start Rumors , start Gossiping , or even have thoughts which relates anything to do with the Gossip of the person . AND that person is your Childhood friend , or Close Friend , Best friend . That Person may have characteristics which may not seem right to you , may it be the past or now . That give you NO REASON for you TO JUDGE them . The Person may be stubborn , may be arrogant , selfish , prideful , or etc .. But that still doesn't give you the reason to judge them . You say your a friend , Does a friend backstab you . Backstab can be in many MANY ways . May it be gossiping , Starting rumors , holding grudges that lead to many other nasty things .

Seriously , I don't think that is a friend . I ain't sure what the person is , but he definitely not a friend . remember God HATES SLANDER , HE DETEST IT !! SO WHY ARE YOU SINNING BY EVEN THINKING ABOUT THOSE THINGS . Cause i HAD ENOUGH , EVERYWHERE I TURN I SEE MY LOVED ONES , IN SCHOOL , IN MY FAMILY , IN CHURCH !!! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS !! REALLY .. I KNOW HOW IT FEELS , I HAVE BEEN VICTIM OF BACKSTAB , BELIEVE ME IT FELT HORRIBLE . IT CAN BE SO BAD THAT THE PERSON MIGHT EVEN KILL HERSELF ! AND BACK THEN , I DID FEEL THE PRESSURE AND WANTED TO TAKE MY LIFE CAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW WHO MY FRIENDS WERE . BUT I FOUND PEACE IN GOD . THE PRINCE OF PEACE , THE KING OF LOVE.

GOSSIP CAN BE HURTFUL . YES IT CAN . AND I WILL SAY "FROM EXPERIENCE' .

You may gossip because of a few things ,

JEALOUSY !!

HATRED !!

ANGER!!

ENVY!!!

n

MANY MORE!!!

ALL THESE GOD HATES !!

( hate is a strong word , especially for a God who is pure , imagine HIM to hate something )

QUESTION YOURSELF PLS !

At what basis do you have the right to say those words .

I WILL AWAKE ALL OF YOU !!

WHY ARE YOU SAYING BAD THINGS ABOUT YOUR FRIEND BEHIND THEIR BACKS !!

FRIENDS WHO HAVE GROWN UP WITH YOU !!

FRIENDS WHO LOVE YOU !!!!

pls !! Stop , i beg you ....

I don't wanna fall out !

To my Sweet Serendipity ;)

Honestly speaking , the future for both of us is scary ...

In some sort of way . But still exciting . But Fear is somehow placed infront of it .

you always say that God has a plan for us . And i Adore that of you , You have totally gave our future to HIM . So have I , but sometimes i still worry . I mean who can blame me :) Everyone does worry about something or two ..

The Fear of losing You is scary in every possible meaning . It would Bring misery and sorrow to my life . To know that I Lost such an Angel as yourself . Whenever i am worried , these question's pops to my head ..

What if I go overseas and we can't handle it . ( you said you believe in distant-relationship )

But it's gonna be hard , so are you up for it ?

Parents will be one of it..

The Age Gap also , we are a few years apart . not that i have anything against that , it is just that when i am in college you will still be in high-school . and when i am in Uni you will be in college .

Well but somehow something tells me to wait . Which we are , we are waiting and letting God's miraculous powers take over . But sometimes it feels like I am stuck on the other side of the fence . waiting for the fence to be broken down so that i can reach your heart .

But i made a promise to myself and you .. that i will wait . your worth the wait , did you know that ? :) well you are .I don't want an ending with ya !

The apple said to the pear " you look like my green brother "

Okay the title totally didn't make sense xD . well who cares :P .

I'm in love with this song !!

( If you're not the one ) - Daniel Bedingfield

He has a cool sirname :D

Anyway the lyrics makes me cry ..

Sometimes i do ponder on the lyrics . Thinking about the past .

But lately i've been thinking about YOU when i hear this song .

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

"Walk next to me" Says The Insecure

What Cowards they're . These Dictators are afraid of the mouse .

Btw "the mouse is a metaphor for something".

I stole this form my brother's blog xD

I have Gone Loko-Loko On MokoMoko Island

I ain't sure about who i am now . :/ I seem to be seeing so many things clearer now . Like my true friends . Now in my head , i am sorting out the friends who i wanna keep for life , and the friends who are placed under the (time n Season) category . Puppet your definitely A keeper . Hmm thanks for putting sense into my senseless head sometimes :P . Woops , did i just say that ?? ahaha , i did :P so don't go self-praising yourself aite . D:

As for You , Yes YOU !! You know i am talking about a specific you ~

I will wait as long as God Permits me to :) . Cause there is just something different about you . And i don't find that in many girls . Honestly . Your Special from Head to toe :P although i think your feet is kinda cute and funny:P . hahaha and i like them just the way they are.

Today during Chapel , i noticed couple of things . Won't list them down because they are for me and God :) . But i remember one part where she said , don't label someone , or don't make fun of someone for the fun or trill of it . Well i agree totally , i know i use to do it alot . But hey ! Everyone can change . hmmm anyway that's all i've gotta say .

You replied my text when i was writing this :P

A tortoise walking on water .

If i said i love you .

What would you say ?

If i said i care for you .

How would you react ?

If i said i will take a bullet for you .

What will you do ?

If i said i will be there next to you if you have One more DAY to live .

How would we spend it ?

If i went for a trip and disappeared .

Would you notice my absents ?

If i promised you i will be a Shoulder to Cry on Or a Ear to Listen .

Would you come to me for comfort ?

If your Heart tells you something .

Would follow your heart and not the voices of Men .

If i was dying of dehydration .

Would you Run through a dangerous path to get me water .

(this sounds like fairy tail love story xD)

MY answer for all those questions is

1.) I love you .

2.) I would give you Hug and Spin in circles till i tumble to the floor

3.) If you told me that face to face , Erhm i might just react on impulse :D.

4.) If we had one last day together , i would celebrate all your birthdays till 100 . So in this way you won't miss out , and i will Buy us a bucket of ice-cream and sit under the stars and moon and eat all day long :D .

5.) If you went on a trip and disappeared , i would ask your parents where you went and go and find you . I will not stop till i find you .

6.) I will definitely be a "shoulder and ear" for you :) No doubts !

7.) i will follow my heart , but not always ! I will compare my heart's desires to the Word Of God .

8.) I would run as fast as i could to the ends of the world to get you water . May it be in the middle of a battlefield , a land mine zone , or a pit of sharks :D. Lol I am just relating this question to my fantasy or a HERO or PRINCE ;D

Thank you for Believing in me .

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.


And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.



So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la


And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

Sometimes during the days in which i live .

You mean a lot to me . :D

You still do and will !! None could take your place .

NONE :D !!!

ohh btw , i love micheal's buble voice xD WEEEE .

Guaranteed

When someone calls you ugly . Just walk away .

you know why ? , cause God knows your beautiful .

The same goes when someone makes fun of you .

Rest Assured that God knows you are opposite of whatever they say you are .

I wonder why people make fun of each other these days . Seriously

I mean sometimes its fine , but when it gets to much , you yourself should notice .

Ask yourself one question before you insult or make fun of someone .

WHO ARE YOU TO SAY "those words".

If your perfect , please go ahead and insult me .

If your not , then don't bother thinking about making fun of someone .

I've been really messed up these days ....

So many things have been pulling me down .

And i swear , right now !!

that the only things keeping me happy is .

You , My friends and knowing God has something installed for me .

Its really hard to keep telling myself that things happen for a reason .

It really is ... Day after day , it is a big test for me .

Its disappointing me . I pray i don't lose my comfort zones .

They are the only things i have that keeps fighting these stupid disappointing .

Anyway , i've got You , and my friends . Thanks for being there for me . Especially You "t".

I forgot someone.

And of course you Puppet .

Message to You

Hey Puppet . I found out the reason why we are still talking . For me , your a part of my life . We went through so much , xD its hard to let you go . But thank God for now Aiee .

Was thinking about valentines , people say valentines is for people who are important to you , in which you love or care for . Well Can't say much , but happy Valentines Puppet .

May erhm HIM , bring you much JOY :D

I promise to be a helping Hand :In times of struggles .

In times of pain .

In times of sorrow .

In times of peace

In times of War

In times of persecution xD

In times of disappointments .

In times of confusion .

In times of emotional breakdown .

In times of social discrimination .

Something happened yesterday , Not so sure of it but . You said something that made me challenge myself to wonder if it is the same for me . I stoned for a moment , wondering if i should say those three words . The three words that means everything to everyone . The three words in which everyone becomes jealous of , the three words by which people strive for .

Is it true ?

But i return those three words to you !

with Smiles and Hugs .

Cause i think i may be falling into the spell of <3

Haha Spell of love xD , i made it corny . Anyway its true ...

:) Happy Valentines .

And Happy Valentines to everyone !

Great Chinese New Year .

Has Been a good Chinese New Year .

More bonding then previous ones . Except my brother ain't in this year's picture .

Well . Very soon , we will all leave and go away !! D:

I didn't get to see Lion dance tho :(

You know , Friendships are so Addictive :/ ,

Concrete Friendships .

Right Puppet :P

I thank God that we are both mature enough to handle things when they turned sour .

Now it's sweeter then honey !

I've Missed you :(

Now With even more restrictions . D:

I'm still crazy for ya :) There are just so many things i wanna tell you ,

And Ask you ! I

If i ask you something , would you say Yes ?

Cause i hope you do .

Random-nesss

I was googling names for tortoise ! and Guess what i found :D

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Dedra
Delores
Donatello
Dory
Dude
Duncan
Egbert
Einstein
Elmer
Ernesto
Felix
Fergie
Filbert

My Name is not only used for PARROTS , BUT ALSO TORTOISE :(

To our Future

I hope you do say YES . Cause i'm intending to fall in love with you .

If you allow me . :/

Hmm and if you do Allow me to fall in love with you , i hope you fall inlove with me too .

And I'll buy you this shoe :) . Taha !!! And i'll get myself a pair :P With your name of course . hahaha !!! Hmm

Everyone Needs to let their imagination run wild sometimes ya know :D .

Romantic-ist , is what they call me :)

Us against the World

Hey , You are not alone facing the world .

Don't be a dum dum you dum dum :P .
You Got MUAH !!

ERNEST!!!

SAMUEL !!!!

NICOLA !!!

OON YOW !!

JENNA !!
CHRISTINE CHEE!!!

STEPHEN XD !!

AND EVEN GRACE !!! .

We grew up together when we were 6 , all through std 1- std 6 and to NOW !! Where the relationships of everyone is as strong as Steel !. xD

I love you , they love you !

Hear me !

Don't let anyone tell you that we are drifting away !

If anyone do tell you that , SLAP the living earth out of the person !

Jelly Beans are Good For Health :)

Hmm JellyBeans !! :D

Everyone LOVES jellybeans :D Don't you .

JELLYBEANS ! :D I think i have only tried 10 flavors !! D:

Anyway , you know sometimes when you are trapped in something really horrible , Searching for a way to get out of it . Looking for friends , family , internet for advice xD . Hmm older people . Well we rarely seek God .

Try giving it a chance ! , when you need someone to talk to you , talk to God . When you need someone to comfort you , Seek God . When you want someone there for you , you can count on GOD ! :D

teehee !

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;

Someone who changes your life

just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh

until you can't stop;

Someone who makes you believe

that there really is good in th

e world.

Someone who convinces you

that there really is an unlocked door

just waiting for yo

u to open it.

And Looking and Smiling at each other is all you wanna do for the rest of the days to come . =)

To You .

I'm Sorry

I've Made my choice , i'm sorry .

I Don't know how to tell you , so i am typing it here.

She is the one i chose and like , not you . I'm really sorry .

There is no easier way to say this .

Just that you crossed the boundaries .

Boundaries that the girl i like can cross . Not you .

I love you , like my own sister . try to understand .

And i Don't wanna lose you ! :) Cheers aite . I'm still here for you .

If you need ears to listen :) . Promise !!

Going to be Great Year

A strong feeling is telling me that this will be a Good Year for me and for my Youth too . I've been having a certain prompting about a certain something , some of you may know what i'm talking about . Well those who know :D , join me :) So much Potential in our youth , waiting to be unlocked . I just pray God gives me the Strength and Endurance for it .

Hmm Head Prefect Has a Nice SPARKLE on your Name :) . Haha

Head Of Disclipine Fits Ressembles you a lot :)

You make the effort to text me everyday , what more can i ask ?

Back to school life peepo :) , Studies studies studies !! :D haha AND FOOTBALL FOOTBALL FOOTBALL !! :D

A new Year = A new Opportunity

Happy New Year everyone . its 2011 !! , guess what i was watching 2012 during new years :D . ahaha Epic:D .

Anyway i didn't go to curve for my normal New Year celebration , but went to church . I know i've made the right choice . Anyway , i a really happy Boy , and i am starting off 2011 with a happy happy Smile :) .

Its a busy year for me , yet an exciting year for me . My DG will be there for me , my friends , and SO will YOU :) . If you know who i'm referring to . Anyway nothing much to say , just THANK GOD !! :D weeeeeee