The time For a Change

I think everything will be fine .

Don't worry about me !

I'll be fine .

But i just wanna get something across.

Why not giving it a try ?

Somehow i have this feeling where everything will be fine .

I just wished you had the same feeling .

Don't worry about you feeling numb .

Even i do .

This is all new to us .

I mean it !

What affects me

It is the tiniest details that affect me .

The expression of their faces , the tone of their voice .

I don't know why but these things affect me .

Call me annoying or overacting but i am very alarmed about these things .

Its just me .. So don't judge me

We shall prevail !

Although situations have become bad .

That doesn't mean i wont be able to call you .

Cause your the voice In my head and I am trying to understand it ..

We shall not sit in silence ! , nor shall we live in fear .

If there is a will , we will definitely make it . I know we can !

And all i am asking is that you Believe in it too !

I don't know myself anymore

I really don't know myself anymore..

My feelings are all messed up !!

I wish i could just search deep in me and find the true meaning

The meaning of Love .

Cause i don't know if i am In love with you or It is just a puppy Dog crush .

Hoping The Latter is not the one .

Weepy :D

Meet Elmo ! ( in white )

He is awesome , and he is A good Listener :D

Dont give up on me Baby !

In all my mistakes !!

Don't Give on me !!!

Cause " ME is LOVE you "

To Be with you .(awesome song)

This is an awesome song !! RAWRRR

Expected too much ?

I expected too much .

Watching you have so much fun .

I didn't wanna ruin your fun .

Well . Shit happens right .

When your Happy , i guess i am .

the truth

to tell you the truth .

i feel the same about it .

everything i felt about you is real .

i still have feelings for you .

even i am afraid .

A ghost/person .

I'm miss you !!!

DO YOU UNDERSTAND ?

I MISS YOU , I MISS YOU SOO MUCH TILL I CAN GO CRAZY.

SOMEONE TAKE ME TO THE MPH !!!

D:

WHAT HAPPEN ??

I know it is my fault !!

If it is just tell me what i done wrong .

Hocus Pocus !!

Roarr!!!

Why are you still my head ...

Hmm today , staring at you xD , woops ..

Your like the Beautiful flower growing in the dark swamp .

Thats why I LOVE you .

i'm a bee

The song is soo annoying but soo catchy .

I'm a bee - I'm a bee - I'm a - I'm a - I'm a bee

Yeah but my life have been busy like a bee for God knows how long la..

But i amm GLAD !!

Weeee , omgeee haha .

I don't know why .

But i've a sudden burst of happiness .

Because i know everything is better now .

WHAT THE FUCK!

I AM STARTING TO QUESTION ,

HOW ON THE BLADY EARTH IS HE MY FATHER .

WHAT THE FUCK !! THATS ALL I CAN SAY .

Jealousy ?

Could it be jealousy ?

Seeing someone taking your place .

I don't know for sure , but as much as i have to say it .

I think i missed my chance .

Was being close to you pointless ?

Maybe everything was just an act .

Arhhh , Screw this , this is pointless ..

Post 150 !!! xD

Enjoy It To the Max !! grrrr ...

I don't wanna lose out on the wonders of high school .

Well , brandon asked me .

Brandon : Egbert whats wrong with you , you seem different .

Me : In what way ?

Brandon : You have changed so much .. Its like all the life in your is sucked out .

Me : "thinks back and realize what he is hearing is all true"

Brandon : are you sure nothing is disturbing you ?

Me : I don't know where to start .

I realize that i have been very occupied by a lot of things ..

I miss everything , i miss you guys man !!

Please , i need like Fun Pills .

zzzz

A secret ?

I hate it now ...

Seriously . Online and On the phone , we're all awesome .

But in reality . it sucks .. seriously..

I HATE IT ..

KamBoooBeeeBamm!

Don't Blush because i find you cute :D

heh, heh :D . Weee !!! there goes me again .

Rofl !!

I really mean what i say .

I know it makes me look like fool.

But i will look like a fool for you if that what it takes to win your heart .

I am starting to take interest , so don't be afraid.

I will be always be there by your side.

If you just give me a chance .

Hmm Should I ?

Or Should I not ??

Why not you make the decision for me baby .

I don't know myself anymore

I am Shouting !!

I am Screaming !!

I am Crying !!

I am Confused !!

.I am Messed up !!

I am Going Nuts !!. .

All i am am trying to say is that

~ I love you ~

I Hope you understand !!

SuSa

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I will Not let this Happen , Mark my Words !

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I ain't backing off anymore.

Coming back to life

I am coming back to life .

No more Emo moments .

Screw those times , cause now i know i will be alright no matter what happens to me .

It is times like these , that you discover you true friends ,

Friends that you can trust in , those who you can tell anything to .

I love you guys .. I will always treasure you all till the day i die .

And even in heaven , i will find you ! And we will still be friends .

And is it these moments that will build you up.

So when you kid next time is going through this moments .

You will be well prepared ..

So Yeah FUCK IT .

From this moment onward , i will live my life to extreme

Nothing will stop me , nothing will hinder me .

Haha xD !!

I actually feel awesome .. Alright .... !

Point of No return

I lost someone very important to me .

The way we were before is no more.

Everything we had went through with each other is gone.

I was hoping for a "dream come through "

But it was naive of me to do so .

I know i did things in the past that was pure stupidity .

I am trying to keep my distance because i am afraid .

Afraid that i will make things worst.

So don't worry about me.

You Carry on with your own life and rest assured that i will be fine .

I have found someone else .

And thats a another reason why i am backing off .

I've never realize that we were not meant to be .

What people say is true ( love blinds us ) .

I am torn to tell you i love you .

Human Cameras

Grrr Go away Human Cameras .. seriously !!

GO AWAY , GET A LIFE !

4 am ??

..

Its 4 am and i can't sleep . why can't i sleep !

.

Just a Call Away !!

Your just a Call away .

I wanna listen to your elegant voice ,

But i can only hear it once or if i am lucky twice a week .

When i call you and hear the voice of yours ,

all my worries , all my troubles are relieved .

Everything around me seem to fade into the distant background .

The noises coming from the background is all vaporized .

All you need to know is that " I am serious about us "

Hoping with all my heart , soul , strength that the answer will be a Yes .